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I can’t cope

Captain24Senior Contributor16 June 2022, 9:48 pm AEST

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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Captain24Senior Contributor28 Oct 2023, 8:10 pm AEDT

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Hey @Bow @RiverSeal

Thank you both so much for tonight.

Ive taken my meds and something to help me sleep. So I’m going to go and have a shower and jump into bed.

Thank you for distracting me I really appreciate what you have both done for me tonight.

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BowSenior Contributor28 Oct 2023, 8:12 pm AEDT

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Hope you sleep well @Captain24

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Captain24Senior Contributor28 Oct 2023, 8:18 pm AEDT

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You too @Bow

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Captain24Senior Contributor29 Oct 2023, 5:32 pm AEDT

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Just something random that it actually made me smile and that’s not easy to do at the moment! It’s most definitely Pix

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tymeModerator29 Oct 2023, 5:49 pm AEDT

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Hello @Captain24 . You ready for tomorrow?

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tymeModerator29 Oct 2023, 5:59 pm AEDT

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Hey @Bow ,

I’m so sorry to hear about your church. I go to church. They are like my extended family. I can see how hurt you must feel when they never even phoned you while you were in hospital.

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Captain24Senior Contributor29 Oct 2023, 6:05 pm AEDT

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Of course I am @tyme ! House is spotless and the car is packed. Pixies spew towels or on the backseat and floor! All I have to do in the morning is pack a cooler bag with her food and bowls.

How has your day been?

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BowSenior Contributor29 Oct 2023, 6:09 pm AEDT

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Thanks @tyme im glad you have a good church, and that they feel like your extended family. It’s a nice feeling eh… to feel like you belong somewhere, to feel cared for and loved.
We ended up going this morning, it felt really awkward, one lady was overly zealous to see us and made a fuss about us ‘being back’. Others didn’t even really say boo.

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Captain24Senior Contributor29 Oct 2023, 7:19 pm AEDT

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OMG I’m not as ready as I thought! @Bow @tyme. I forgot to get petrol and check tyre pressure.

Oh no.. now I’m not going to sleep. I knew I would have to mess up something. I just can’t do anything perfect.

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BowSenior Contributor29 Oct 2023, 7:38 pm AEDT

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You are totally ready @Captain24 you can do those 2 things in the morning as you leave.

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