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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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I'm off @Captain24 @Snowie . I'll chat tomorrow when I'm on.

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Thanks @tyme. Thanks for checking in.

I hope you can have a good evening

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Anyone around for a chat? Im not really ok but I am sort of safe.

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Hey @Captain24 nice to see you again today! I'm moderating this afternoon and would be happy to talk through what is going on for you right now. I will email you privately to check in on you so keep an eye out in your inbox. RiverSeal

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Hey @Captain24 sitting with you

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Thanks @RiverSeal @Bow.

I just really need a distraction to take me out of my head.

What have you both been up to today?

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I had guitar therapy today and my third session! My therapist was very happy because I practiced what he taught me last week and he could see improvement. I have practiced since I got home too and I feel like I am picking it up! yay 🙂 I then had an appointment in the city and bought a new rice cooker because my other one stopped working last time and I had to use the stove and it was not as nice. And now I'm working this evening @Captain24. ❤️

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I went to the shops this morning @Captain24 spent nearly 3hrs there wandering around. Got myself a few things and did a bit of chrissy shopping.

home to my treadmill.

then my nails- a nice purple pink colour.
then I finished my Lego Disney castle except for the fireworks. Promised D she could help me do them.

I just had a blueberry bagel with cream cheese for dinner and it really hurt to eat. I woke up this morning with a really sore jaw/ear. The very top of my jaw near my ear. Hurts to chew!
now just waiting for my d to get home. Any time now.

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Now guitar therapy is something I could try! @RiverSeal I might actually do what the therapist asks! Lol.

When my psych moves to town she wants to do equine therapy. That’s not going to work though. I HATE horses!!

Going into the city doesn’t sound like fun. I live very rural and it’s about 4 hrs to Sydney and I very rarely go. I don’t like how many people there is.

I have never used a rice cooker. I just buy those microwave packets. Im really lazy! Plus I don’t cook very often. I don’t see the point for one person.

I’ve got a list as long as my arm to do tomorrow to get ready to go on holidays. So it’ll be a busy day.

Any plans for tomorrow?

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Im glad that you did go out today @Bow. I can’t remember the last time I went to a proper shopping centre. I would have to say it’s been a few years. Probably when I went to the last Kylie Minogue concert!

You’re organised for Christmas. I have even thought about it. But I usually just give Mum, Dad, my bro and niece some money. So that’s easy.

That sounds like a nice dinner. Do you still have your wisdom teeth? I know I get sore in a similar place when they are moving.

I hope D helps with last part of the Lego.

Does she come home from her dads ok?

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