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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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Thanks @Jynx. I do appreciate it.

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Hey @Captain24 , how are you? succulents? Mine in my bathroom have shrivelled up.

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Hey @tyme.

Im struggling really badly.

Yeah, my nans husband gave me some a while back and they didn't make it. Lol. Maybe it’s too moist in the for them? I do t know though. I’m just guessing.

Did the guy move in?

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The succulents could also be dying because the pot is too small @Captain24 - who knows???

I'm sorry to hear you are struggling so badly today. I hope and pray you know who to reach out to tonight if things get worse.

As for the guy, he moved in. He was so so grateful. Some then bought him a lounge, chairs, heaters, fans, and a bike to get around (he lost his licence)... he is honestly so grateful.

I haven't seen him since he moved in a few days ago, but I've heard he is doing well.

I'll keep you in the loop.

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It’s getting so much harder and worse @tyme.

Thats so good for him.

Did the in-laws arrive?

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Yikes! You're right! They are arriving on Friday/Saturday! They need to borrow my bed for them because they are old. So I need to get it ready to move downstairs to their place.... thanks for the reminder @Captain24 !

I'll be sleeping with my niece while they are here.... seeing as the little squirt has a massive bed to herself!!!!

My niece has been soooooo good lately (and all of a sudden). We are all at a loss what to do with her. She had that terrible horrible phase and now she is so incredibly good...

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So they are using the bed you sleep in? @tyme. Does that mean you move into your nieces room?

Im glad she has been so much better. Maybe something was going on at school and it’s resolved.

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I'm only sleeping in my niece's room. I've still got my own place. They just want the bed, not the house. The olds can't go upstairs I reckon. @Captain24

Anyway, I'm off now. We can chat tomorrow. I'll be on PGC, but we can chat after too 🙂

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Oh that makes sense @tyme. It’s going to be a long 12 months.

Have a good night

Talk tomorrow.

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I so desperately want to give up. I can’t continue living like this. I need to get the beast inside me out. It’s controlling me. It’s controlling my thoughts. It’s telling me things that it shouldn’t be.

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