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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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Anyone around

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Just for another hour @Captain24 but happy to chat with ya for a bit 😊

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I’m in a little bit of trouble @Jynx. So far I am safe

I desperately need a distraction

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Aww I am glad you reached out @Captain24. What's Pix up to at the moment?

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Thanks @Jynx

I got her a new treat while I was out of town yesterday. She is jumping around like a lunatic! I think she may like it.

What’s happening in your world

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Oh I love that @Captain24! Seeing our fuzzy friends get excited over new toys is always such a treat hehe. My kitties have been going bonkers over catnip hehe.

I am just in cleaning mode mostly, I've definitely been neglecting the housework of late, and coming into spring there's so much to be done. Really need to get stuck into the garden before it gets... you know, waist high 😅

Do you have much of a garden to tend to?

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Pix gets so excited so easily. @Jynx. It’s just awesome to watch.

I really need to do some cleaning too. I’m pretty lucky, when I was suspended for work in January, I sorted through all my cupboards. I haven’t really touched them since so they are pretty good still. All that spring cleaning should make you feel good when it’s done. It’s hard to get yourself to do it ay.

I hate gardening! I dip up all my plants and all the garden beds and redone them on the long weekend. So they are looking ok. But I do get the waist high bit. I weed and feeded my lawn last week so it really needs to be mowed. It takes me 2 hours though!

How much garden do you have? Are you a gardener

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@Captain24 oh nice one! I'm not much of a gardener, I have a small patch of yard that surrounds my place that I have to keep in check though. I do have a whole bunch of succulents though! They're the easiest to care for haha, they 'thrive on neglect'. I do need to repot some soon though, and might have to put up a shade sail or something for the summer, cos despite being desert-dwellers they also don't like too much heat/sun exposure. They got all crispy last summer lol.

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@Captain24 I'm off for tonight hun, but @tyme is around if you need some support. I will catch you soon 💜 Hope Pix's excitement brings you some happiness!!

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Hahaha my succulents didn’t make it @Jynx. That’s how good I am!

I planted a few different varieties of daisies and a Pom Pom tree. They survived at mums house with absolutely no care. So I’m hoping I can keep them going. I did also plant a couple of roses. They will need to be maintained though. But after the garden I just dug out, roses will be easy!

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