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I can’t cope

Captain24Senior Contributor

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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I miss our chats too @tyme. I know I’ve been disappearing a lot lately. But I just feel like I’m going around in circles and I don’t think anyone needs put up with it.

OMG you haven’t packed? I’d be freaking out. I start packing a few days before and the night before I have the car packed except for phone chargers, hair brushes and Pix’s food! I need to be organised!

When do you get back?

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tymeModerator

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Not sure when I'm coming back yet lol @Captain24 . Since COVID, i stopped being super organised with going away because things just getting cancelled. So I've never switched back.

No... I haven't packed and I'm going to leave at about 8:30am in the morning. Then I'm going to stop in between to catch my telehealth psych appointment at 10:30am. I've been waiting for this psych appointment.

While I'm 'sleeping' tonight, I'll think of what I need. My sister and the kids are coming later so we will just meet up at the campsite. It's in regional Vic.

I'm probably just going to throw all these clothes into a bag. Who cares what you look like when you are camping. You can look like a colourful clown and no one would care lol.

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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I just can’t face another day. I’ve already done something and I still have an hr before I go to bed. I feel sick

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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I’m so stupid

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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I’ve woken up with a pounding headache and still feeling sick. I guess I deserve it after what I did. It’s going to make for a long nightshift

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JynxModerator

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@Captain24 aww hun, you definitely don't deserve to be suffering, no matter what. Sending some hugs, hope night shift isn't too draining for you 💜

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SnowieSenior Contributor

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@Captain24 💕💕💕

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fluffylightSenior Contributor

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Sitting with you and holding space for you 💛
@Captain24

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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Good to see you @Snowie

Im really struggling @fluffylight @Jynx. I guess the best thing for me is to be at work. I can’t hurt myself there. I really wish for a way out of this.

My ED has gotten worse dramatically I guess that’s not helping. I know I need to fix it but I can’t

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JynxModerator

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I hope work is nice and distracting for you tonight @Captain24. I can really hear how hard things are for you right now, it's such a challenging time. You're in my thoughts hun, sending you big piles of hugs 💜

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