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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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I don’t think I could do group @tyme . I’m not even sure if they have one. There was a program for healthy living but when she discovered it was a group situation she withdrew me. I think she understands better than I thought. She did also point out that I’ve been sick since March and I need to allow time to recover. I just feel like I’ve plateaued though. Plus I can’t take many more days like the last few.

That’s why I though maybe there was a better way for me to understand my situation. I’ll just keep staying strong and hope to get through. In my good moments I have noticed that I am a better person and little more empathetic with others.

Thanks for the chat. I’ve got work tomorrow so im off to bed

Good night and sleep well

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I'm getting sleepy too! Speak tomorrow. I'll sleep on my response to your last post 🙂 @Captain24 and respond tomorrow.

gnight!

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Hi @Captain24 ,

Continuing from yesterday. I actually hated the thought of group, and resisted it for so long. Eventually, it was the one thing I hadn't yet tried. So I went into group therapy with a different mindset, and really, I think it's had the greatest impact. I still can't believe I sat through all those sessions of group therapy!

Hope this day has been treating you well,

tyme

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I’m glad that it worked for you @tyme!

I may try later on if there is one here. But also with my roster I don’t have any day of the week that is a constant day off. Which makes it hard.

I just have to allow myself time to recover. I get impatient when I have a few consecutive good days or bad days. As you have been saying all the way along I just have to take it day by day.

My day at work was long and boring but I finished in a good place so that’s all that matters.

Hope your day went well

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I had a really good day today, but now I'm feeling kindda eeewwww @Captain24 . Did a RAT - negative. I'm headachy, vomiting and aching.... just feel yuk! Like this all just came upon me! I'll wrap up a little earlier tonight.

Speak tomorrow - hopefully.

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Ohhh take care my @tyme

Hope you feel better soon xxxx

Hello and hugs my @Captain24 ❤

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Thanks 🙂 I'll let you know how I go when I'm on next @Shaz51 @Captain24

Hugs.

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Sorry guys I fell asleep last night.

Hope you get better soon @tyme

Hope all is well with you @Shaz51

I’m kind of ok today. I’m pretty tired so I’m heading to bed. I still have one more day shift to go before I go on nights.

I think I feel ok, just tired, but I have SH urges and not sure at all as to why. They are quite strong but I won’t act on them. Maybe being overtired is a trigger.

Anyhow I’m off to bed to get some sleep before my alarm goes off at 4:40 in the morning.

Have a good night

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Sorry to hear @Captain24 - I hope sleep will make things a little better. I know it does for me.

As for me, I stayed at home all day and have cancelled everything for today and tomorrow. I'm sipping Lucozade and feel slightly better. I actually don't know what I feel. I'm just happy to hang out with everyone here.

tyme

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Sorry @tyme , @Captain24

I have the biggest stress headache, pain in my head and neck and my eyes feel like they are ready to explore

Soo going to go to bed and see if I can sleep xxx

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