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I can’t cope

Captain24Senior Contributor

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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SnowieSenior Contributor

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@Captain24 hoping you have found something to do today hon.

Sitting with you 💗💗

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outlanderSenior Contributor

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@Captain24

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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After a very long very hard day I’m going to bed. The next couple of days are also going to be long hard days. I have so much on. I hope I can fake it all.

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fluffylightSenior Contributor

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Sending lots of light for your days ahead @Captain24

fluffylight x

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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How do I pull this off? I have a hairdresser appt in 30 mins. How do I manage to fake being ok for 3-4 hrs? 😞

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SnowieSenior Contributor

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I hope you have gone @Captain24 Just enjoy the pampering hon and take it moment by moment.

Just remember how much our hair will feel afterwards.

Hope the rest of your day goes well

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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Thanks @Snowie. I’m made it and now I can just sit for a while while I cook. At least now I don’t have to try and talk.

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SnowieSenior Contributor

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Glad you went @Captain24 I find small talk hard too.

Hopefully it refreshers you a bit.

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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Hair is done and my greys are covered. @Snowie. The hairdresser started quizzing me on how I eat while working, especially night shift and what I eat on my days off. That was a difficult conversation and not a conversation that I needed.

Now I see my CM in half an hour. I’m not looking forward to that either.

Im just so tired. Mentally and physically exhausted.

Then after my appt Pixie has a play date with her boyfriend. So I have to try and mask again. Hopefully the power is still out and it gets too cold and she leaves.

I just want to curl up in bed and forget that I exist. I just don’t have anything to give anyone. It feels like there is not a piece of me left anymore.


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Captain24Senior Contributor

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My CM is half an hour late. She’s got 10 minutes and then I’m leaving.

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