I can’t cope

Oh hectic @Captain24 that sounds like it could be super stressful, having such restrictions. And fingers crossed for your dads results too hey 🤞💜

A salad is something @Captain24 and electrolytes are good too. I get the fighting in your head… it’s rough.
im sorry that you miss out on seeing family, that really sucks.

There is no contact with the outside world @Jynx. But it is a good idea as they are bloody big trucks to be distracted in.

It’s so hard @Bow. My head is controlling me. But I guess it’s my own fault.

@Captain24 Mm very true, good to have those things in place I guess. Maybe a video call on another day, just so you can see their faces and catch up on stuff.

Maybe if your head is no fun place to be, you could do something to get back into your body? Progressive muscle relaxation, sing and/or dance, yoga and stretching, can all do wonders 💜

I have a pounding headache @Jynx. I think it’s my bodies way of punishing me. I feel dizzy and really weak. I think I might head to bed soon. I’ll do muscle relaxation when I get there.

Hey @Captain24 ,

Sorry you don't feel so well tonight. I hope you can get some sleep.

Maybe we can talk when you are fresh?

I'm here if you need anything.

Thanks @tyme.

Im really unwell and not just physically.

I do have some hopefully good news. Fingers crossed 🤞

I saw my old CM yesterday and she asked if I wanted her back. She is going to try and see if she can take me. She also said she misses me. I really hope so. I desperately need her right now. My current CM was actually ok yesterday in a crisis. But she is definitely no where near as good as my old one.

Awwww @Captain24 ! That's lovely to hear!

As much as I'm glad she is willing to take you back on, I think it's also been good you've had someone else.

Now it's about making the most of every opportunity you have with your old CM 🙂 That IS good news!

I'm sorry you don't feel well though. I hope there will be things you can talk through with your old CM to help you out of this low patch.

I still feel pretty unwell. Heading off to work though. I get dads results today so feeling pretty anxious.

@Captain24 I hope work is going ok for you and that your Dad gets good test results.

Sending lots of love 💌💌