I can’t cope

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Please take care 💛

@Captain24

I’m feeling cold and alone tonight. I should be use to being alone but sometimes it hurts especially when it is pointed out to you.

Aww @Captain24 I'll pop on the kettle, maybe a nice cuppa will help warm you up. Here if you wanna chat 💜

Thanks @Jynx.

I’m having dark urges

Here to support you @Captain24, I'll flick you an email to check in.

I’ve managed to do a little bit so far today. The house is clean. The washing is done and Pixie is bathed. It took all I had.

I am exhausted and have no energy.

It’s overcast and dark outside. But it feels dark and gloomy inside too. I didn’t think life was meant to be like this.

When will light fill my days? When will life get easier? I don’t want to have to struggle everyday. I don’t want to need a nap every afternoon. I just want to be able to function as a regular person would.

I don’t want to have dark thoughts full my waking moments. Dark urges plaguing my nights. The only time I’m fully at peace is when I’m sleeping.

This isn’t a life, it’s only an existence. I feel like an empty shell that’s incomplete. Oh to be whole for once and stay whole.

When will this ever end? Or will it never end? Is this my future life too?

This is how I feel today @tyme

Thanks @outlander