I can’t cope

I don’t know what is right at the moment @tyme My head is just a mess. I’m just a mess.

I’ll go to bed. Hopefully I will finally get some sleep and see what tomorrow brings. I know I have to go back to the pharmacy for more scripts but I’m not overly comfortable with that. Other than that it’s a nothing day. I don’t have any appointments and I don’t have to do anything for anyone else.

I really hope you are doing well. I have missed chatting with you.

Would you consider going for your brunch in the morning @Captain24 ? I still remember those awesome views you get from the cafe.

Morning @Captain24

Hoping you got some sleep last night.

Wishing you a good day hon, enjoy the small moments

Hi @Captain24 ,

How has today been for you?

Hi @tyme

It’s been ok. I’ve kept myself really busy trying to distract my thoughts. I’m trying the fake it until you make it. But now that I’ve stopped and am really tired and it’s getting cold it’s a struggle.

I had the housework done, 3 spare rooms sorted, pantry and fridge shelves cleaned and 2 loads of washing done by 8 am. I’m having trouble sleeping and keep waking up early.

I’ve also washed and cleaned the inside and outside of my big car. I might do the little car tomorrow.

I had homework from my CM to write a letter to my 10yr old self. That was interesting.

Oh I also did some diamond art in there too.

It does feel good to have achieved so much though.

How are you? How was your day?

Wow! Some achievements to celebrate @Captain24 . I guess the 'fake it till you make it' isn't always bad. In my experience, it's helped me just keep going even when I felt I can't. So I have to say it's got its place.

At the same time, we can't always be living behind a mask. I think it's good to have a balance.

I'm really glad to hear you were able to keep busy.

My day was pretty okay. Enjoyed the moments of sunshine outside.

I think faking it makes you feel even more tired when you can’t do it anymore @tyme. It does have its place but you just can’t keep it going.

The sun was shining here too. It was beautiful and got my washing dry!

Any plans for tomorrow?

Hey @Captain24 ,

No plans as yet for tomorrow. What about you?

I have an appointment with my CM in the morning. @tyme I’m not looking forward to it. She just focuses on dad’s situation and says that’s what’s wrong with me. It’s more than that. I’m in pretty deep.

Then I would like to mow my front yard even though the frost has killed it. I need to get the clover down. Lol

I think I might run my little car through the car wash.

Hi @outlander