I can’t cope

I know I really do need help @Bow @Snowie but right now I can’t be a priority. Mum and dad need me. They need me Tuesday and Wednesday then they need me the following week and probably the week after then they need me for 4 weeks while dad has radiation.

It’s just too much on everyone if I go in. I would just be stressing about them instead of focusing on myself. When things settle down I will consider it.

I have had some water and a cup of soup. So I am trying.

If only my CM would hear me properly. She is telling me this is not a relapse but she is not in my head.

She was going to speak to my dietitian but I haven’t heard from her. She goes on holidays for 4 weeks. I really need her right now.

Im so sorry I am so difficult, there is just too much going on in my life.

I do appreciate your support. I just need you guys to sit with me through this please.

I won’t make another attempt as it was selfish of me to try. Plus I don’t have enough here anyway. I will continue to make sure I don’t

I’m so sorry

You are not being difficult hon @Captain24 I am glad you are on here for support.

Well done for having a cup of soup

I will try them @Bow. I have to take Pix to the vet shortly so I will contact them after that.

Thanks to both of you @Bow @Snowie

I don’t feel like I deserve it as there is only one option for help and I can’t do it. I would if everything else wasn’t going on.

I hope Pix is ok @Captain24

Please use us here and others for support then. You deserve that

My CM emailed me. @Bow @Snowie.

She has spoken to my dietitian and I have to drink 1 litre of electrolytes a day. I think I can do that. It’s such a long time until I can see her. I wish she wasn’t going away. 5 weeks today. A lot can happen in that time

I’m waiting for a call back from the butterfly foundation. Hopefully they can help.

Pix is ok she just needed her but glands done. Hopefully that is all the problem is.

Happy to hear that your CM got back to you @Captain24

Electrolytes sound like a good idea. It would be great if you could take them.

I totally understand them being away and how hard it is for us. I'm not sure if they know just how much we rely on them. Still got another 2 weeks until my psych is back. Has been over 2.5 months since I spoke to her last.

I hope the butterfly foundation get back to you today.

Heya @Captain24 ,

I'm with you on that post. I absolutely relate.

Hope you are okay. It sounds like you are sitting with a lot right now.

No I’m not ok @tyme

I’m glad my dietitian is only away for 5 weeks. I guess I’m lucky it’s just her. Just think only 2 more weeks @Snowie. You have made it through the hardest part.