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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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Sitting with you @Captain24 ❤️

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I just heard from the Butterfly Foundation. All she said is that I need to see my GP urgently. She was lovely though and concerned.

I guess reaching out is a start.

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reaching out is a great start @Captain24 thats really good that you spoke to them. i would still possibly ask if they can provide some other support for you until you see the gp

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They said to see my gp in the morning but I’ll be at work @outlander. I see my CM on Monday so I’ll see what she says and maybe try on Tuesday. I also have my psychologist on Wednesday so I do have some support next week. I just need to be fully honest with all of them

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its tough being honest @Captain24 but maybe the best way to get the supports you need is to be honest, really tell them how bad it is for you right now. i hope they listen to you. maybe give your gp a call tomorrow to at least book in an appointment

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Hope it's okay @Captain24 .

Please know you aren't alone in this. I'll be hopping onto the PGC chat, so I'll be around after that. You're welcome to join.

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I’ll be at work and don’t have a phone on-site. @outlander I do have an appointment booked for 3 weeks time. It was the earliest I could get in. They do have emergency appointments at 8:30 everyday so I can try on Tuesday.

Ill be in it @tyme. Also I have responded

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i hope you can get in on tuesday then @Captain24 its tricky when the wait times are so long. its good they have some emergency appointments though

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Hey everyone.

I think I need to step away for a few days. I feel that I have been really difficult and I don’t want to trigger anyone.

I have been hard work for you guys, the mods and my team.

I really feel the need for support right now but I’ve just been too much for everyone in my online life and my outside life.

Thank you for all the support you have shown me.

Im sorry

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that is up to you @Captain24 but im happy to continue to support you either way.
you need to do what you feel in best for you
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