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I can’t cope

Captain24Senior Contributor16 June 2022, 9:48 pm AEST

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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Captain24Senior Contributor12 July 2023, 8:02 pm AEST

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Thanks @outlander @creative_writer.

Ive just gotten home from work and was really reckless on the road on the way home. It was really stupid but I just didn’t care.

I ordered some scripts from the pharmacy to be delivered today. But they won’t deliver if no one is home. It’s probably a good thing as I didn’t really need them. It was to put a plan in place.

So I’m not any better. I’m disappointed I couldn’t get them but I guess that means I can’t take them. So I guess I am safe as I don’t think I have enough.

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Shaz51Senior Contributor12 July 2023, 8:14 pm AEST

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Sitting with you every day my @Captain24 , @outlander , @creative_writer

Hello @fluffylight , @Jynx

Going to try and have some sleep tonight 😴

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JynxModerator12 July 2023, 8:14 pm AEST

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@Captain24 really saddens me to hear you're in such a dark place right now. Glad you're safe, but very worried that you've been trying to take steps towards a plan. Have you been reaching out to your supports, or to SCBS or Lifeline at all tonight?

No darkness lasts forever, and we're all here to help support you through this.

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creative_writerSenior Contributor12 July 2023, 8:34 pm AEST

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@Captain24, sitting with you 💖🫂

Hi @Shaz51, I hope you are doing well 💖

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Shaz51Senior Contributor12 July 2023, 8:44 pm AEST

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Thank 😊 you my @creative_writer , blood tests to do next week my friend xx

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Captain24Senior Contributor12 July 2023, 8:48 pm AEST

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I haven’t reached out to anyone @Jynx. I’m at peace with it. That sounds strange and it’s a strange feeling.

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Captain24Senior Contributor12 July 2023, 9:39 pm AEST

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So I’m heading off to bed as I have work tomorrow. I can go to the chemist on Friday and pick up my scripts then. Im so calm about my plan.

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tymeModerator13 July 2023, 4:56 pm AEST

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Hi @Captain24 ,

How are you today?

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Captain24Senior Contributor13 July 2023, 7:54 pm AEST

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I just got home from work @tyme.

My world is very dark and I’ve given up. I’m going to the chemist in the morning. I’ve got a few things to consider.

How are you?

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tymeModerator13 July 2023, 8:03 pm AEST

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I'm okay. A bit tired tonight @Captain24 . I woke up to my nieces and nephew's kisses. It was so sweet. I don't think I've ever experienced it before. It was so sweet. These are the moments that keep me going. It allows me to put up with their nonsense.

I'm sorry it has been another difficult day for you. Please don't give up. I hear it is hard, but it will be worth it.

Just hang in there.

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