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Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before. I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent. there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.
Oooo! I like cheesecake as a reward @Captain24 ! I can taste it in my mouth! I love cheese cake.. proper cheesecake though. Not the ones filled with gelatine.
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SnowieSenior Contributor
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@Captain24 I love cheesecake too, or anything with cheese in it!! I love that it is a reward for walking Pix. I am sure she will enjoy the walk too.
Well done on getting out
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Captain24Senior Contributor
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It’s only a woollies one @tyme so it’s not fancy. Also I haven’t been eating so I’m hoping it will encourage me.
At least I’m giving it a go today. I feel really unsettled. I’m trying not to read too much into it.
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tymeModerator
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Woollies or not, it sounds yum @Captain24 . Well done of finding something to encourage yourself to get out.
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Captain24Senior Contributor
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I don’t feel like such a bad mum now @tyme@Snowie. Pixie has just been for a walk and she loved it. I need to do it for her more often. It would be better for me too. Except it’s really cold outside.
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tymeModerator
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Good on you @Captain24 - that's a good start. Now indulge in the cheesecake.
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Captain24Senior Contributor
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I don’t even feel like it now @tyme! Maybe I’ll just have some for dinner. I’m about to put a load of washing on instead.
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SnowieSenior Contributor
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Maybe for dessert @Captain24
Did some washing this morning. God teenage girls go through a lot of clothes!
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tymeModerator
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Lol @Snowie . I just grabbed all the clothes around my place and threw them all in the washing machine today... so much clothes. It's so cold that it takes so long for them to dry and I don't like using the dryer.
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Captain24Senior Contributor
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I haven’t done any washing for days. @Snowie@tyme. I just hang them in the spare room with the aircon set for the room. We haven’t reached double digits today and probably won’t for a while so inside is the only way I can dry anything
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