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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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I cooked some rice to go with it

Mr shaz said it was tooo healthy @amber22 🤣😂🤣😂

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Hahaha too healthy!! Mr Shaz is funny, that sounds delish @Shaz51

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Ha ha @amber22 , @Captain24

He made sure we had Mars bars for dessert

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It was the hardest GS session I’ve had @amber22. I’m guessing it won’t be easy tomorrow either. Thanks for your support through it as well!!!

When I finished work at 7am yesterday morning I was overtired and just laughed uncontrollably for the whole drive home. It felt so good!

At the moment I’m feeling quite good. It has varied through the day though. From being down to energised and back again. It’s been exhausting.

Im glad your sleep has improved. How was Vivid?

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Yummm mars bar slice is the best - I made some for my family at easter time and put mini easter eggs on it (Mr Shaz would have loved it!) @Shaz51

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I'm so proud of you for doing it though, you always have my support, I'm always here for you! @Captain24

Haha I love getting in those moods where I am a bit delirious and everything is so funny. Sometimes they are a nice way to spend a couple hours.

I know that can be very exhausting, I guess for the moment just seek comfort in the fact that you're feeling good, and try focus on the now and things that might help you to recharge yourself.

My sleep is so much better, my partner sleep talks though so he likes to keep me awake even when my anxiety doesn't (it is quite funny though). Vivid was great! Cold but great. I went to see an artist called Budjerah perform at the opera house and then had a look around vivid after. My feet were sooooo sore when I got home

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He sure would @amber22

@Captain24

My mum is back taking her meds again , she was refusing to take them for 8 days until she had a terrible night

MIL is going to the doctor tomorrow and she had a brain scan on Monday

We have the day off tomorrow so we are going to go clean her house for her xx

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Aw that's lovely, I am sure she would really appreciate that @Shaz51

I hope everyone is okay, you're so great for looking after everyone! Make sure you have some time for you too 🙂

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Sometimes it is hard to remember ourselves @amber22 with our own self care when looking after everyone else

Also we are Mowing our son's block tomorrow too which is an hour away

So should be back home by mid afternoon

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I’ll just take it each moment as it comes. @amber22. I have the confidence to deal with it.

Sleep talking! We took some dance students to a summer school in Melbourne. Two of them sleep talked. So as I was trying to sleep they were asleep but talking to each other! I didn’t get much sleep!

Im so glad vivid was good. Never heard of that artist though! Lol.

Love mars bars @Shaz51. My pop and I had a mars bar thing. I even put one on his coffin as it went down. I always have one on his birthday and the anniversary of his death

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