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Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before. I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent. there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.
I’ve had a shower, washed my face with cold water. I even pushed myself to vacuum and wash the floors. Nothing is stopping the urges.
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Captain24Senior Contributor
Re: I can’t cope
I need distraction. I feel really really low but really agitated. I’m not tired.
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Captain24Senior Contributor
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Things aren’t ok
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tymeModerator
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I'm hopping off now @Captain24 . I hear it is hard right now. But i also know there is strength within you to keep going. You may not feel it, but the flame is there.
Hugs.
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Captain24Senior Contributor
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What’s the point of being here?
All I have done all morning is sleep. After sleeping all night. I hate myself right now. I have nothing. I am nothing. I am alone.
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tymeModerator
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@Captain24 , I'm sorry today feels so hard. What do you think will help right now? I'm only passing through today. I'll be logging off shortly.
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Captain24Senior Contributor
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I don’t know @tyme. Something has to change though. I got out of bed to feed pixie and jumped back into bed and only just woken up.
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Captain24Senior Contributor
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I’ve spent the majority of today in bed. It’s so shameful. I don’t know what to do. All I want to do is go back to bed. I need a new life.
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JynxModerator
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@Captain24 I hear how much of a struggle it is for you. I imagine that bed is where you feel safe, and can be in your own space. It's okay to feel like you need that. What have you gotten up to do today, do you have to work?
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Captain24Senior Contributor
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I’ve only gotten up to feed Pixie @Jynx. I don’t go back to work until Wednesday. I’m so sick of being so useless.
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