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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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Of course! @Captain24

I'm still working on a rubik's cube. I'm practicing, practicing so that I can teach my nephew.

I'm looking to get a rubik's gift pack and start working on a 2x2.

Ever tried one?

How's Pix's diamond art going?

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I could never get the cube @tyme. When I went to Spain one of the guys could do it really quickly. Like maybe 2 mins, I can’t quite remember.

I did use to do the link the rings though. Once you got it it was easy.

Whats a 2 x 2?

Im still finishing of the tiger one before I can start Pixies. I might do more of the tiger tomorrow after the Baptism.

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What's the Baptism? @Captain24 A show?

A 2 x 2 cube is a 2 by 2 - instead of the standard 3x3 cube. So 2 rows, 2 columns. I've heard that it is harder to solve than the 3x3.

Did I tell you I'm going to buy one of my nephew's the phantom cube? He's really good at solving the regular, so I'll get him the phantom. It is black and the colours show when you touch it, but fade after a few seconds lol.

Btw, I bought another oodie for my niece today. They were only $40 for the kid's ones

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A Baptism is what is Catholics call a christening @tyme

Ive never heard of a 2x2 before.

Phantom sounds really hard. At least it

will be mind challenging for him and not screen time!

That’s cheap! You really love those kids don’t you! You really spoil them.

Did or BIL get another job or is he still working for himself?

When do you go to Mary Poppins?

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I didn't realise you meant a literal Baptism... lol @Captain24 . Yes, then I do know what I Baptism is. Is it a friend?

This is for my other nephew in syd. He's a brain. He gathers his friends and instigates that they all finish off their homework for the year so they don't have to do anymore....he loves maths for fun....(both parents are engineers).... he's really good with the rubiks. I bet he can solve the phantom easily. Then after that is the Rubiks impossible which changes colour depending on which angle you look... now THAT's the hard one!

Oh, my BIL... i feel sad for him. I 'goes to work' but I don't know what he is doing... it's still mortgage broking, but i'm not even going to ask about whether he gets paid or not...

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It’s my cousins baby @tyme. Your nephew sounds very smart and wise! I use to love Maths too.

Changing colour would be extra difficult. It would send me even more crazier than I already am!

At least your BIL is getting out.

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True. And the main thing is that he is happy @Captain24 . I couldn't ask for more 🙂

Anyway, I gotta head off tonight.

I'll speak to you on the weekend.

Stay safe, and we will chat soon.

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Thank you so much for tonight @tyme

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I have to go to a baptism today. I don’t want to go. There will be a few of my family and lots of family from the other side.

Im worried that they will notice how fat I’ve gotten. Im worried that I’ll just sit in the corner and not be able to communicate with anyone. Im worried that they will pick up in my mood. I don’t know if I’m able to mask it.

It also means I have to have a shower and wash my hair. That’s too much of an effort right now.

I don’t want to do this. But I know I have too. I don’t know how to get through it.

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I managed to do it and keep the mask on the whole time. Now I’m cold and exhausted I’m going to bed.

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