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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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That sounds wonderful! @Captain24

I'm so glad that you're feeling a bit better after your walk, you should be so proud of yourself for doing that for yourself, and I bet that Pix liked it too!

I'm about to head off for a little bit, but I will catch you at the Peer Group Chat later! Enjoy your Chinese for dinner 🙂

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Yayy!! @Shaz51

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Thank you so much for today @amber22

I’ll see you later

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Hey @Captain24 .

Just to let you know that I'm around.

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Hey @tyme

How are you? How was your day?

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My day was pretty good @Captain24 . I didn't get as much done as I would have liked, but that's okay 🙂

Any accomplishment is an accomplishment.

How about you?

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I’m glad you have had a good day @tyme . At least you accomplished something.

I tried to refocus my thoughts and distract myself this morning before my psych appointment. I changed my sheets, cleaned my room, the ensuite and laundry. I also did the ironing that was sitting there.

After my appointment everything went down hill. But I did take Pix for a walk after calling SANE and then I had a counselling app as well.

I’ve just had dinner.

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So much for following my sleep routine

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Do shift workers 'fit in' a sleep routine ? @Captain24

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It’s hard but it’s really important to enable the shift in sleeping cycles. @tyme.

When I’m ok I do it well. When I’m not ok I can’t manage to do it at all. I really tried to make myself tonight but I just couldn’t. It’s like I’m self-sabotaging. It makes me feel like the failure I already am

The PGC was on sleep tonight.

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