I can’t cope

Thank you @tyme . Even though last night was really touch and go. I have come a long way. I am less ashamed to admit on here my struggles and to a very limited number of people in the outside world. Even ringing last night for help showed to me that I have gained some strength and courage.

I was concerned about the fact that I’m medicated for a month and then nothing However the doctor said today that there is a plan in place and I’ll be closely monitored.

It's such a relief to hear @Captain24 - sounds like you have some good supports in place.

And I certainly agree you have come a VERY LONG way 🙂

The support from you and the others on here can take the credit for my growth @tyme . As I get stronger I hope I can be a support to others and be there for them as you have for me.

I really do appreciate you and everyone on here.

I've appreciated the company, the chats, the cuppas, the laughs, the encouragement etc @Captain24 .

I was a little 'bad' tonight. I have a can velvety chocolate mousse in the fridge (the spray cans)... I bought it a while ago for a treat to have with other people... we didn't have it... so, I've sprayed it into my mouth a few times tonight... so unhealthy! I thought it'd just taste like air, but it was actually better than I expected!

This made me laugh. “I bought it a while ago for a treat to have with other people..” I had slightly inappropriate thoughts!! 😂

If it’s good than enjoy it!
I had a big dinner and a block of chocolate. I have to enjoy it while I can.

Too funny @Captain24 . I don't like cream on its own, but I love rich choc mousse. As you said, have it while you can.

I did also have a 'few' fun sized mars bars this morning...

But I also had a yoga session and a resistance training session today... hope that makes up for it!

I believe any exercise means you are free to eat anything! Does housework count @tyme ? That’s all I have done other than sitting with diamonds all day

Yes! Housework counts @Captain24 , and picking up the stray diamonds on the floor counts too! All that bending and getting off the chair - that's exercise.

That’s good. There was a lot of exercise today! Lol.

Starting to feel really drowsy but still in a good place. So I’m going to head to bed.

Thanks for the chat.

Hope you have a goodnight @tyme

Gave a good night too! I'll be wrapping up soon too 🙂 @Captain24

Speak tomorrow.