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Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before. I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent. there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.
@creative_writer is correct @Captain24 , there's always hope. Don't give up on that.
❤️
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Shaz51Senior Contributor
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sitting with you @Captain24❤️
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creative_writerSenior Contributor
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@Captain24, it may feel like you always end up here. I certainly do pretty frequently, but things do get a bit better at times, it’s just hard to remind yourself when you are in that dark hole.
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Captain24Senior Contributor
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I feel I’m never going to get out of this hole @creative_writer. I feel stuck here. There is literally no hope left in me.
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creative_writerSenior Contributor
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@Captain24, can you think about a time when you felt like you were never going to come out of the hole but did?
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Captain24Senior Contributor
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I can’t think of much right now @creative_writer. other than I think I need some help.
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creative_writerSenior Contributor
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@Captain24, there is nothing wrong with reaching out for help💖, do you have anyone you could talk to?
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Captain24Senior Contributor
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I don’t have anyone. I’m alone and my CM hasn’t gotten back to me after 3 emails.
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BowSenior Contributor
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Could you perhaps call your CM @Captain24? I think a call shows more urgency.
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Captain24Senior Contributor
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I don’t know where she is to call @Bow.
She works around the area now. Email is my only contact.
I am so broken. I know I’m sounding like a broken record. I don’t want to bring anyone else to my level.
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