I can’t cope

Wow!!! You accomplished heaps today! Well done! As for the suicidal thoughts, let the be tonight. I think ive told you before that i have them all the time? I've learnt to live with them and not feel bad about having them. @Captain24 .

Poor Pix! Pix is always sick! Is that normal? My dogs were never sick like that. Unless it was because they were big dogs.

I’m exhausted!! @tyme. It’s been weeks since I have done that much in a day. Maybe I should take way to many prn more often.

I’ve had the thoughts before and been able to push them away. These ones are really intrusive. I think I’m too tired now to act on them. But it’s making me feel sick.

Every time I get Covid I give it to her. This time I think she picked up some thing in the park yesterday. She eats whatever she can find and I usually arch her in time but not always.

How was your day in WA

Still, I've never known dogs to get sick so often @Captain24 . I hope she feels better soon.

As for doing so much, I think it more than just PRN. Just as you have one of 'those' days, you also have the more accomplished days too. Just run with it!

WA is pretty good. It's actually quite lovely here. I need to consider whether I'd move here. Not right now, but it's a thought.

Pix is fine now.

I’ve never been over there. Actually I’ve hardly been anywhere! Lol

The grass is still green. The sky is still blue. So you're not missing out on too much lol. But yes, it's quite peaceful here. Much less people I guess. @Captain24

I'm glad Pix is fine now. Such a delicate thing and so worrying!

Im not missing anything then.. 😂 @tyme. I hope you enjoy your visit.

Im emotionally, mentally and physically exhausted so I’m going to bed. Plus I have a therapist appointment in the morning and I haven’t done my notes yet. Oops. I’ll have to do them when I get up.

I’ll talk to you later in the week.

Thanks for all your support

Have a fantastic time

I'm smiling so much from your post @Captain24 - you are just too amazing....seriously.

Thanks for the chat. Speak to you on Wednesday or not long thereafter 🙂

Have a great few days ahead - keep the momentum going. And Pix better stop eating things that will make her sick!

My world is still really dark. Maybe I have to come to terms with the fact that this is what my life is. Maybe it’s time to give up hope of any resemblance of a normal functioning life.

I give up @creative_writer I keep ending up here.