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I can’t cope

Captain24Senior Contributor

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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hanamiSenior Contributor

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Hi @Captain24

How did you feel about hearing she thinks it's a different type of anxiety than you've had before? I can imagine it would be a bit tough to here you're experiencing a new type of anxiety? I hope you have a good rest before work later,

Sending warm wishes

Hanami

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SnowieSenior Contributor

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@Captain24

I'm glad you were able to open up to her. That in itself shows a lot of strength and courage.

Happy to hear that something is going to come out of it. I hope you don't have to wait too long to see a psych and pdoc.

Hope you get some sleep before work tonight hon

Sending lots of love, hugs and strength your way 💕💕

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creative_writerSenior Contributor

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@Captain24, I hope you rest well and work goes okay💖. It sounds like you had a productive session, and you showed a lot of courage opening up to her. I hope the psychologist appointment goes well for you.

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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I haven’t slept very well at all. I think it’s going to be a long night. I’ve had weird flashback dreams all afternoon. @creative_writer @Snowie @hanami @amber22

About it being anxiety I feel disappointed because I thought we had it under control and despair as it keeps appearing and now I’m different ways. It’s like it’s ruining my life @hanami.

Im still feeling very vulnerable and raw. I feel like I'm just existing and have no purpose in life.I think it’s a good thing that I have to work tonight.

Thanks for all your support

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creative_writerSenior Contributor

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@Captain24, sitting with you ❤️🫂

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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I haven’t left yet @tyme. I’m trying to convince myself to have a shower. I probably won’t as I’m running out of time and I just don’t care. That’s how I’m feeling. I just hope the drive to work is better than the drive home last night. Last night was really tough. The details are in an email I was sent.

All the goat photos have people in them. I’ll have a look Friday and see if I can cut heads out of them.

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tymeModerator

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I haven't caught up with emails. I've been in meetings 🙂 I'll certainly get to them! @Captain24 . As for a shower today... if you really don't want one, meh? LOL.

When you are free, I'd like to hear more about the day you had at the show.

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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I work tomorrow night as well @tyme so no PG chat for me. I’ll be free Friday night.

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tymeModerator

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🙂 @Captain24 Sounds good. I'm not going to be on PGC tomorrow. I'll be on GS calls Thurs and Friday. But I'll be around one the forums here and there 🙂

What are you doing at work tonight? Which 'station' (if that's what you call them)?

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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I won’t know what I’m in until I get there @tyme. I hope it’s something busy so I can get out of my head for a few hrs.

It sounds like you are picking up more GS calls. Is that a good thing?

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