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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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thinking of you lots @Captain24

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The bits that got cut out are now hurting.

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My anxiety is peaking about tomorrow.

I have to drive 2 hrs with mum in the car. Spend the day with her and the 2 hrs back home.

Im trying to control myself but I’m struggling

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Hey there @Captain24

I'm sitting with you and just checking in on how you're feeling right now ❤️
Sending you lots of hugs

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I’m tired @Shaz51 after 4 hrs of driving today then thinking about having to do it again tomorrow with my mother. She is my biggest trigger and I have to spend all day with her. That is what is peaking my anxiety. Plus I’ve had so much contact with her in the last couple of days with dad being in hospital.

Also both my biopsies are really starting to hurt.

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Now I’m really tired. 2 days of driving to the town 2 hrs away. My biopsies are really hurting today. Driving hasn’t helped at all. But on the plus side mum and I got on ok all day today. And dad is finally home from hospital after 6 days.

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Hey there @Captain24 ,

Sounds hectic. Hope things get better for you.

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@Captain24 sounds like some positives hon amongst all the hurt.

Hoping you have something to help with the pain.

I'm glad to hear that your Dad is home.

Please take care of yourself and rest up 💜

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Hey @tyme Hows things in your world

Thanks @Snowie. I really do hope that everything starts to ease for you. Even if it’s just a little and you can get some rest

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Things are pretty good in my world @Captain24 .

I'm at the point in life where things are really progressing and it makes me feel that my work and effort is making a difference. I can't share too much, but I am very satisfied inside.

Someone said to me today, "You're always happy..." I didn't know how to respond... it certainly wasn't always like that!

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