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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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That line would have made me cry too @Captain24

I'm sorry to hear your team is at the bottom. Hopefully they won't be there for long.

I get the housework problem. Trying to get some done here. I have so much washing to do still and have already done a lot of loads.

I hope sitting is helping you at that it is getting a little better. H is out at the moment getting a massage on his back. Can you go get some help in the coming days?

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My team won the wooden spoon last year so I don’t hold much hope 😂 @Snowie.

Im going to ask dad tonight at dinner if he will mow my front lawn one day this week. It only takes 20 mins. I just don’t want to be ‘that’ house in the street.

As for the rest of the housework, it’s just going to have to wait. I’m hoping I can get the kitchen tidied tomorrow between my therapy app and driving 1 1/2 hrs to the next town for my MRI. I just have to be careful as the drive is going to hurt. As well as laying in the MRI machine.

I hope H’s back isn’t to bad.

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I hope your Dad can help you out @Captain24

Wow, that is a long drive for an appointment. I hope you are able to drive that far and your back isn't hurting too much. I hope that and your therapy app goes ok tomorrow.

H's back is ok. He had a car accident in his early 20's and is just paying for it in his 40's now.

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That’s small country towns for you! @Snowie Everything involves travel.

Hopefully dad will do it but I doubt it.

I’m sorry about his accident and now he is suffering.

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He is ok @Captain24 Just really maintenance now. He broke his lower back, pelvis, ribs and arm at the time so has more issues the older he gets.

I live in a country town too, so get the driving everywhere too. Besides the local doctor, we have to drive for most things too. I love living in a country town, but don't like that lack of services around.

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I love the country town too @Snowie. It’s hard for anything serious. We do have a local hospital that has just been built. However it’s not really much use for anything major. I can’t fault the MH team though. The psychiatrist even comes in person now.

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I'm glad your MH team are good, even better that your pdoc comes to town @Captain24

We have a local hospital too but only for small things.

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Family dinner was actually good @tyme @Snowie. The power went out 3 times while mum was cooking. But everyone got along with no arguments or snide remarks!

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Hahaha. Well if it takes a power outage and back pain for a pleasant dinner, can we say it was worth it? lol...

But of course, I'd rather you not be in pain! @Captain24

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I can’t believe it but they have been really considerate about my back @tyme. They actually care and no eye rolls.

I gave Pixie a treat so she didn’t want me to play

 

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