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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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Opened up a lot? @Captain24

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I just had the first meet and greet with a counsellor. @tyme. I told her a little about my childhood. When I talk about it it always brings me down. Plus I’ve come off nightshift and had a gp app and have to have tests done. It’s been a long day

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Sure does sound like a big day @Captain24 . What are you doing now to relax?

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I’m just sitting and watching some tv. @tyme. I think I might go and have a shower.

How are you and how was your day?

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Hey @Captain24 ,

My day was pretty good. Not easy, but good because it's given me lots of things to think about in the disability/inclusion space.

Anyway, what are you watching? Anything interesting?

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That sounds interesting @tyme

Just home and away that I missed being in nightshift. Nothing exciting.

Any plans for tomorrow?

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I've got some more things to do in the disability/inclusion space which is something I'm looking forward to @Captain24 .

Btw, how did the 'bully' thing go?

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That’s good @tyme. It sounds like something you’re really keen on! My mum comes under physically disabled and I have a cousin with cerebral palsy.

The bully thing didn’t happen! Lol. Apparently he has been warned about it and has to stop.

I did bog a truck though. I was trying to drive it out and both my front wheels came off the ground! It was interesting 🤔

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OMG>.. @Captain24 .. all that worrying about the bully???

Can you see the mountains your head is able to create.... from molehills? 🙂 [I'm not saying 'you see?']

I'm so glad it didn't happen 🙂

Now, in terms of your wheels coming off.. what happened then? interesting....

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I know hey! @tyme

Yeah I hear the ‘I told ya so!’ 😂 My head always does that to me all the time. It’s way worse when I’m not ok. Im such a drama queen. 😝

I was accelerating hard. My foot was flat to the floor and the front of my truck was lifting. The dozer operator yelled into the 2 way to stop and reverse. So I took my foot off the accelerator and took a deep breath and just casually reversed back! I wasn’t even shaking! I was so calm. Maybe I was to medicated over the weekend. When then had to dig a little to attached the stuff to tow it. I did a good job. It took nearly an hour to get it out!

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