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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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@Captain24

Goodnight

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I had a horrible day at work. I didn’t enjoy any of it.

Im thinking maybe I shouldn’t go tomorrow. I don’t want to hate my job as well as myself and my life.

How was your day @tyme ?

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What made it so 'horrible'? That's a pretty strong word to use for a job you love so much. @Captain24 .

Do you think talking about it will help re-frame some of what may have happened?

As for my day, it was pretty good, but the kids have been so annoying. They are so excited about my shop that they came at 6:30am to 'look' at it and buy things. I told them the shop hasn't opened yet and to go away....

Then they were just at each other all day. I had things to do, otherwise I would've made them go in the pool.

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@Captain24 oh gosh...that's me right now...

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I don’t really know what happened @tyme.

I was in the water cart as I have been lately. It is boring but I usually don’t mind it. Today I just couldn’t cope with the boredom. I couldn’t cope with everyone complaining that there was too much water or not enough. I had to have my breaks with work mates and I couldn’t make small talk. I was just agitated, irritable and miserable.

I just don’t know what to do tomorrow. Do I go and hope it’s a better day or do I have a MH day before I start nightshifts??

Sounds like you had a long day too!

Hi @Kyle1

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@Captain24 I've had to take a lot of time off work because of this. It's both a relief and an extra worry...

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I’m sorry you’ve had to take time off @Kyle1. I hope your work is understanding

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Me too! @Captain24

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Today was just a grumpy day for me (maybe for you too @Captain24 ?). Nothing terrible happened to me, it was the accumulating affect of heat, annoying kids, my time of the month and little sleep. I didn't feel tired or anything, but I know I haven't slept much. My hormones go a bit outta whack at this time.

I know I do not do the work you do, but IF I were you, I'd go to work.

Don't take my word though. You do what you think is right.

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Hey @tyme.


Maybe the hormones are a factor for me too. Thanks I should go I don’t want to get into trouble.

Im really tired and not ok at all. So the best and safest thing is to go to bed.

I hope you sleep well and that tomorrow is a better day for you.

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