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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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ahhh I see, I hope the results are ok ❤️ @Shaz51

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Yep @Former-Member that just about sums it up!

I just sit in the corner and take whatever they throw at me. Then go to bed early.

Mums dog is really sick so I’m hoping that they have rest days for her. Then Pix and I can go out on our own. I need some space. They will still question what I’m doing, where I’m going and how long I’ll be. I had an appointment today with the dietitian and mum rang me 5 times. When I rang her back I coped the above questions. I wouldn’t tell her so she then had the sh*ts with me.

I’m having enough trouble fighting with my own negative thoughts. I dont need them thrown at me as well.

A holiday for you an mr @Shaz51 sounds good

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I'm so sorry that that is the kind of behaviour you've got to deal with. I used to just zone out to try and get through it.

I hope you can get out, just you and pixie, for a bit of it.

I used to hunker down in the bedroom I'd sleep in and make it a place I could retreat to for some quiet time. Not sure if that kind of thing is an option @Captain24?

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There is 2 living areas in this place, so I’m hoping I’m allowed the upstairs one. @Former-Member It has Netflix so I can watch that and I might by a book when we go shopping. So hopefully that will give me some space.

I’m also on new prn. I can take it 3 times a day but I’ve only been taking it twice. So I’ll try the extra one while I’m away but it could put me into a hypo. I just have to be very careful. Hypos are good but the crash is catastrophic!

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That sounds like a great plan @Captain24 ❤️ plus we'll all be here!

But I know how rubbish this kind of thing can be ❤️

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That sounds like a great plan @Captain24

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I may need a lot of venting time @Former-Member! It’s good to know that there is support available! Thank you

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I’m going to bed hoping to not wake up.

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heya @Captain24, that feeling really is awful. I'm just to send you a quick email. I'd love to hear back from you before you head off to sleep ❤️

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Not feeling much better today. But at least I can hear the ocean I guess.

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