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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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I think it’s a good idea. I’ve change the sheets and doona cover and the sheets are in the wash. The dogs towels and hairdryer are set up. All I have to do is get pix. Once the dogs are bathed every else is pretty easy. I have to get the washing of the line and wash and dry towels m, mine and there’s and was the doona cover. I’ll see how I’m going whether or not I iron all my clothes @MissGremlin If j do t get to them I will do them tomorrow.

I hope so. I really need to get this finished. The other one will be here in a couple of days. I want to have time to let the sealer dry properly.

Are you working on the square one?

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@Captain24 you've done alot already, well done sweet. Hopefully Pix plays nice 😂. See how you're going after.

It will be good to get that one finished and sealed so you can start the other one when it comes.

Yeah I'm sitting here working on it. I'm almost finished the first row of sections. Currently have a blood nose though which is annoying.

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Both dogs are bathed and the washing is in. I have to hang the dogs towels out when they finish washing. Then put the quilt cover in and then in the dryer. My towels will have to wait until tomorrow. @MissGremlin

I’ve sorted the ironing into separate piles so I can feel accomplished when I have finished a pile and it’s less daunting!

Just got notification that it will be here Thursday

That’s annoying. I hope you can stop it soon.

so it’ll be a while before you finish another one

Did your routine not happen for one or all?

What’s for dinner tonight?

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@Captain24 yay for them being bathed and having the washing in. You've done so well sweet, so proud of you.

That sounds like a really good idea and it's definitely less daunting.

Oohhh that's not long at all.

The square one will take me a while but that's ok, I'm in no rush.

For all!

Bolognase is for dinner tonight. What will you be having?

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I’m feeling proud! I’m going to go and do one pile of ironing and then that will leave 2. That guy from work will be here anywhere between 4:30-5:00 @MissGremlin Then I’m going to go and have a shower and wash my hair then have my bath. I’ve got it all sorted!

Taking time is better than rushing, enjoy it instead of pushing. Theres no hurry. Except that I want to see them! 😜

Im have cheesy garlic pasta that I brought in a slab from woollies. It’s what I was taking for dinner tonight! So no effort from me just 3 minutes in the microwave.

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@Captain24 I'm glad that you're feeling proud of yourself, so you should ☺️. You really do have it all sorted, I'm glad you've been able to get things done sweet.

Haha here's a sneak peak of the first section being finished 😂.

Oohhhh that sounds yummy, nothing like a quick and easy dinner too 😋.

@hopeful_hannah 

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That’s mean!!! 😜 @MissGremlin

I just did an ironing pile and hung out the dogs towels. Now I’m going to get all the shit off my table to do my diamond art until he has been and then I’ll finish the ironing. I’ll do the next pile while I’m waiting for the bath to fill.

It feels really good. Such a massive task for the day but it has set me up for the next few days. I don’t feel any pressure. I feel at ease.

It’s good and it’s easy. I just put it in the oven for 35 minutes and divide into 4 and that gives me dinner at work and dinner before work. Easy and no stress. No dishes!!!

I’ve got to try and get my dogs outside so they aren’t in here when he comes in! They will bite him and bark uncontrollably.

Im getting really tired. My body is exhausted but if I was to lay down I wouldn’t sleep as I’m not sleepy tired. I’ll be in bed by 8:30 though.

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@Captain24 hehe, just a little tease 😂.

You're done absolutely amazing sweet, that bath is very much deserved after everything you've done today.

Easy and no stress plus no dishes is perfect!

Haha cheeky puppies 😂.

Hoping you'll get a good night's sleep tonight after everything you've done today.

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I can’t wait. I’ll have a shower, wash my hair and clean the shower screen then run the bath. Do another pile of ironing. Have the bath and then go dry my hair and that’s me done for the day other than fold the sheets when the come out of the dryer. I’ll have clean puppies, clean bed and a clean me. So pretty good! 👍 @MissGremlin

I gave them a treat outside and rushed in and closed the door. Pixie is at the door scratching it to get back in! They are not use to being locked out side! She is t coping!

I’ve done a couple of colours of my diamond art

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@Captain24 it's not just good, it's amazing. You've done incredible for everything you've achieved today.

Awww poor Pix, but it's only for a short time. I have to put Casper in my room when people come here or put him on lead, he's just too excited and jumps up on everyone 😂.

Glad you got some of your diamond art done too.

I just finished making dinner, I'm trying to eat but I'm really not hungry. I'm completely out of sorts today.

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