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I can’t cope

Captain24Senior Contributor16 June 2022, 9:48 pm AEST

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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Captain24Senior Contributor10 Nov 2026, 5:52 am AEDT

Re: I can’t cope

I’m home @MissGremlin

I rand mum at 5:10 as I was leaving. We talked until I was 5 minutes from home.

Pix wanted 2 cuddles!

Im really tired but I have to find things to do for the next couple of hours until breakfast time! I’ll was my work clothes and I think I’ll clean the back half of my house which is on tomorrows list.

How are you going now?

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MissGremlinSenior Contributor10 Nov 2026, 5:56 am AEDT

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@Captain24 I'm so glad that you're home sweet and that you rang mum to talk.

Awww gorgeous Pix ❤️.

It's good that you've got some things to keep busy until breakfast time but I'd imagine that you're so tired after work.

I'm just laying here, some idiot set off a firework before which was really loud. My eye is worse than yesterday so that pain is hard to sit with on top of the thoughts (I'm safe).

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Captain24Senior Contributor10 Nov 2026, 6:15 am AEDT

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Lucky she walks the dog early! I would have rang anyway. I got sent home one night at 11:30 and I rang her then. @MissGremlin

I sat on the lounge and she climbed on me! Just wanted me to pat her. She really affectionate and wanting love again. Mum said that she’s just so happy now. Jumping around and stuff. There is such a change in her since Feb

I just got a call from my boss. I was supposed to to fill out a form last night but he hadn’t read his emails. He is sending a guy around this afternoon for me to fill it out. So I’ve decided my kitchen is first point of call! 😂 It won’t take me long. Maybe 20 minutes if that then I’ll got to the back of the house and clean that. See what happens after that if I vacuum, sweep and wash floor. If I have time I’ll do them if not I’ll just do them when I wake up. That leaves tomorrow with pretty much nothing!

Im sorry it’s worse. Is there anything you can do for it? I get the pain and mood connection!

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