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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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Great job on getting the lawns done @Captain24 - I think you have definitely earned your movie afternoon!

You must have a lot of patience because whilst I really enjoy diamond art I find it a little hard to stay so focused for too long. I love that you are getting one of Pixie - that is too cute!

Enjoy your afternoon and I hope the sunburn eases for you soon.

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Diamond art has gotten me through a lot in the last several months. @FloatingFeather. Sometimes I sit there for hours and others I can only do 10 mins. I always like to have one ready to go in case I need it.

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Still not back at work! They haven’t received the report. What a joke.

I need to go back to work for my sanity! I can’t be off for much longer. Im it’s really starting to affect me in a bad way.

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oh @Captain24 that is so frustrating!! I'm here to chat if it's useful ❤️

What have you been getting up to when you would be working?

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It’s so frustrating. I have done everything possible in my house! @Former-Member. I’ve now run out of things to do.

My parents don’t know I’m off work so I will head to the big town over in the morning.

How has your day been?

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You have definitely kept yourself busy @Captain24 !

Have you got any ideas for more "fun" activities?

My day has been good. I've been doing some crochet today, when I'm not working. I'm not using a pattern though. And sometimes my projects don't turn out that well when I dont. But that's ok.

What are you getting up to tonight?

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Tonight will just be a movie.

Im starting to get really bored. There isn’t a cupboard or room, including the garage, in my house that I haven’t re-sorted! My linen and pantry walk ins are Insta worthy!

Maybe I need to learn to crochet! If you enjoy it, it doesn’t matter if it doesn’t turn out. My physio makes crocheted animals. They are pretty cute.


I don’t really do anything fun. @Former-Member. I’ve got my diamond art to do. I’ll do it when I get home from the other town tomorrow. Thursday I will

go to the village 20 mins away and have breakfast. By then mum should have picked Pix up.

Thats 2 of 5 days sorted!

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that sounds like a good plan @Captain24, but I feel like my brain also hates boredom. Plus we'll be here too!

If you want to try crochet, I really recommend it! I found videos really helpful. And I find it relaxing.

Sitting with you, and I hope this all moves forward soon ❤️

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The way I’m going @Former-Member I may really need you guys.

I might get some stuff tomorrow to crochet or maybe to sew. I need to find something to do.

I even emailed back and asked for restricted duties. No heavy vehicle's and no driving in the pit. I didn’t get a response though. Maybe she will respond tomorrow.

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@Captain24 I hope you hear from work soon and are able to find some things to occupy yourself with. Look after yourself.

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