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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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Pixies boyfriend is pretty cute. They are adorable together!

Just so you know my shower was fantastic @Former-Member. Not long until it’s your turn.

Have a good night.

Thank you

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Hey @Captain24

How are you feeling today about your GP leaving?

Naw, Pixie's boyfriend! So cute 😍

❤️

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Hi @hanami

How are you?

I feel a little abandoned actually. Plus I don’t know what the new GP is like. With the appointment being 4 weeks away it’s the longest I’ve gone with out seeing a GP.

Work still hasn’t got the psych report from their Pdoc. Im due to go back tomorrow so everything is still up in the air!

Im just trying to keep busy.

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Yep I can imagine that feeling of abandonment. It's so easy for us to become attached to the health professionals who help us and are always there for us.

I'm glad you're trying to keep busy though.

I'm pretty good.

I hope keeping busy also includes doing nice stuff for yourself!

Hugs

Hanami

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Naaaawwww! Love this so much. Adorable!!!

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I have attachment issues @hanami So it’s not helping 😀

Keeping busy involves mowing the lawn. Which I hate. At least I’m getting my daily dose of vitamin D though for the next 2 hrs.

After that I’ll try and get some frames to hang my diamond art. So I guess that will be nice. I also order a print of an eastern rosella from a local artist and I’ll hang that to.

Do you have any plans for tonight after you have finished work?

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That sounds really nice (bar mowing the lawn lol).

My plan is to go and hang outside with my dogs for a while after work. I like going out there when the sun is going down so it's not so hot. I finally taught one of the dogs to shake hands. She could never get the hang of it but on the weekend something clicked and now she can't stop holding out her paw when we go near her. She's 9 so you can actually teach an old dog new tricks 😄

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Hi @Captain24,

I also hate mowing the lawn but I do enjoy diamond art!

Hope you are well - your afternoon plans sound nice 🙂

Big hugs,

FloatingFeather

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Lawns are finally done! Im very sunburnt, dehydrated and my back is hurting really bad. So I think it’s just movies for me this afternoon.

I’ll have to get the frames later. If I’m not going back to work tomorrow I’ll head to the bigger town over and have a look.

Im loving the diamond art too @FloatingFeather. Im on my last one so I’ve just ordered 4 more. One of them is a pic of pixie.

That’s so cool @hanami. I should try and teach Pix some tricks. She is starting to teach herself to beg which is cute.

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