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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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@Captain24 by the time I've done food for others, I'm too tired to think about having anything myself. I did manage to eat some of the Chinese though!

You're doing amazing at eating 3 meals a day sweet. It's so easy to forget these things when we don't have routine for them. Beef Korma sounds good!

Tonight is wraps for dinner, it's nice and easy.

I'm doing a diamond art with round dots, it looks and feels strange 😂. You've converted me to square ones 😂

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Square ones are so different. I struggle with the round ones, they feel wrong! @MissGremlin Square also looks much better.

Are you doing a new one or have you already done some of it?

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@Captain24 the square used to feel wrong to me but now the round does. I can't believe I'm saying this but 'I prefer the square dots' 😂.

I'm doing a new one. I was going to start the custom but I need to clear my table a bit for that and don't have the energy for that today.

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Hahaha… I get that the round is easier but I prefer my squares. You did convert me to the cheap ones though. But I’ll pretty much only frame my good ones. But I have lots of customs to do before I worry about ordering new good ones. @MissGremlin

The custom will still be there for when you are ready!

I just applied for another days leave. When we go on holidays I get home at 8am on Wednesday morning and then leave after the dogs get fed Thursday morning. So on the Wednesday I have to finish packing the things that I couldn’t pack, totally clean the house and sleep! I don’t go away without a clean house. It’s nicer to come home too. So I’ve applied to take the Tuesday night off! The less I work the better right now.

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@Captain24 I actually find the square ones easier cos they line up nicely and it's satisfying 😂. Some of the cheap ones are really good but the customs are amazing both quality and colour wise. There's pro's and con's to both.

I hope you get approved for that day off. Can understand wanting to come home to a clean house especially after you've been away. I'm really hoping I can get to Melbourne during the holidays to see my friend as she really needs me to be there.

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It is satisfying and with my ones I like that the squares that you have to match are the same colour as the dot. On the cheap ones it’s not like that! It drives me nuts! @MissGremlin

I definitely prefer mine though whether custom or pre-made. But I’ve got probably over a year before I look at ordering pre-made from there as there is more customs I want to order. Plus I have about 15 cheap ones here. I don’t need diamond art for a long time. I also want to do a 3D puzzle when I have mums christmas all sorted and looking decent!

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@Captain24 I agree 100%! It drives me nuts too but it's all I was used to before.

You've got a while at least before you need to order more other than custom ones. I have so many here to do but the majority of them are round and I want more square ones. Plus I prefer the canvas fabric rather than the plastic canvas on the cheap ones.

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What have I done!!! 😜 @MissGremlin You need more money! Keep an eye on the site though as they do have sales. Instead of buying more cheap ones that you have heaps of for now save a little and go for the pre-made ones. They are the same as the customs.

I’ll get more financially sorted by then hopefully. Less vet bills, no smoking but I do need a Pdoc appointment at $400 and I need to find my dietitian money as well! I do get a pay rise in November though. Not much but at least it’s something.

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@Captain24 haha it's all your fault 😂. That's a good idea, I'm not great at saving money 😂.

The pay rise will definitely be good, something is better than nothing. You'll definitely save money by not smoking which will help to free up money for the Pdoc and dietician.

I went outside for a few minutes when I took Casper out, it's nice and warm but very windy here today. My grass is like a jungle at the moment 😂.

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Instead of spending the $50 on the cheap ones that you have heaps of you can order a pre-made for less. I get all mine in 30x40. You could slowly build up a collection. @MissGremlin

These needles are just going to get more expensive as well. Of If I didn’t have to spend $2000 on a sleep machine I’d actually be sweet.

I’m glad it’s nice and warm. I’m not a fan strong winds but I like a breeze or a a little stronger and have it blow through my hair. So does Jett. He sits with the wind blowing in his face. Pix just goes inside!

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