I can’t cope

@Captain24 there's still one more week to go here technically.

No worries sweet, i might make some lunch, I've got chinese to heat up here.

I am ready @MissGremlin

The bath is clean and I’ve ironed 2 sets of work clothes so I have something to wear! I might iron the others when I’m waiting on the bath to fill. But there is no hurry for them as I can do them Wednesday morning.

I’m late by 1 minute! 😜

I hope lunch is good.

@Captain24 well done sweet, you've done amazing.

Haha you're not late by my time as it's 1.35 here 😂. I haven't eaten yet, I had to do hair and dishes here.

That’s good! Mum and dad aren’t coming around now so that’s good. I told dad that I can lift my bin now that we emptied some of it out. @MissGremlin

Are you eating now?

@Captain24 that's good that you're able to lift it now. Those greenwaste bins are so heavy with grass clippings in them, I struggle with mine.

I've put it in to heat up. I didn't think I was shaky until I went to try to do diamond art. Now I can really feel it 😞. I just want to feel better (I'm safe).

My grass was all clover and wet. So it was that heavy that I couldn’t even tip it. Dad really struggled to move it. The garbage man didn’t empty it because it was too heavy so we have dug some of it out and put it into the other bin. Hopefully that will work. I wanted to mow my lawn but didn’t have any bin space so I’m hoping they empty it this week as I need to mow next week! @MissGremlin

That’s annoying

@Captain24 ugh the clovers are so annoying and when it's wet it's so much worse. I'm glad you've been able to take some of it out, hopefully it will get emptied now.

I just set up a diamond art but now I'm eating some good first. Hoping it might help to settle the shaking a bit too.

Hopefully! @MissGremlin Dad has another idea if it doesn’t but I have to do it as I don’t want him too. He has had a severe allergic reaction to whipper snippering his heads the other day before I mowed it! He is on 4 different tablets and a cream! So I don’t want him touching grass!!!!!!!

At least it’s set up for when you finish. It may help. I get the shakes if I don’t eat. You need to eat regularly and properly to recover!

@Captain24 fingers crossed it gets emptied. Oh that sounds really cool on and worrying with the reaction your dad had, I'm glad you're able to help by doing their lawns.

Yes so do I, it's just hard when you don't have an appetite. The biggest issue as you'd know is forgetting to eat and only realising when you get shaky or nauseous 😂.

You have it easier to remember! You feed others, just eat something little with them. Then your body will slowly get use to food again. But you really need to eat. @MissGremlin

I know I’m hopeless but I’m not feeding anyone. The dogs get fed at a different time to me so that doesn’t help and they don’t have lunch. I’m getting better though. I’ve eaten 3 meals a day for the last several days. I’m cooking beef korma tonight so I have dinner sorted for tomorrow night!

What are you planning?