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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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@Captain24 maybe they will but I doubt it.

Haha that's what i do 😂. Hope the shaking has settled for you sweet.

Yay for finishing a section!

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Have they given you any idea when the will release you? Do you still have stuff going through the drips? @MissGremlin

Its peaceful right now, no horrible kids and no dogs barking, just my music.

Is your friend doing dinners? Has anyone checked in?

It’s good to have another one done. Still a lot to go though! I’m trying to work out what to take on holidays. I’d love to start my other custom but it’s too big. I might take a cheap one but I don’t know what! I’ll have to look through them.

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@Captain24 I've just been released and I'm waiting for a taxi. The security guards thanked me for being so nice, apparently they dealt with so many violent ones last night and today.

My mum has organised dinners i believe.

I didn't even get to start the one I brought in 😂.

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I’m so glad you’ve been released and can go home!! Did they sort your heart rate out? @MissGremlin

The security guards have been annoying you all day and they were pleased to have you! 😜

Waiting for a taxi must be nice. Is it a long wait where you are?

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@Captain24 nope we're still 150bpm 😂. I can't stop shaking, it's great fun 😂.

I'm nothing but nice, it annoys me that people abuse them and treat the hospital staff like sh!t.

I'm in the taxi now so not far from home!

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Oh well… at least you are use to that @MissGremlin

Iy depends if they are in psychosis as well. But people are horrible. Most don’t deserve to be treated poorly.

Im glad you are close. Good luck when you get there

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@Captain24 I'm home and about to hop in the shower cos I have sticky stuff all over me from the ecg dots.

Thankyou so much for today sweetheart ❤️.

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I hope it’s a really nice shower. @MissGremlin

Thats ok. I didn’t want you to be alone.

Since I injected myself I’ve felt like I’m going to vomit and really tired! 😂 I’m hoping you go to bed early because I can’t stay up very long!

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@Captain24 it was a nice shower. I just need the shaking to settle down cos its horrible, it's not inside and out.

I've heard that about those injections, hopefully it settles for you though sweet. I think I'll be asleep as soon a my head hits the pillow 😂

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I’m glad it was good. @MissGremlin I hope the shaking settles down soon.

Hopefully. I need to have dinner!

How was the welcoming when you got home?

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