I can’t cope

@Captain24 my heart rate is in the high 130's now.

Bahaha oh you're so like me. The mental health worker came in and I'm like I'm busting to pee cos I hadn't gone for ages and they've been pumping things into me 😂. She got a good laugh out of it 😂.

I want to do my diamond art but I've got no scissors to cut the plastic.

Oh what a bonus for your dad, doing the right thing pays off!

At least it’s coming down. @MissGremlin

How do you go? Do you have to take leads and stuff with you?

Aahhh. Did you have scissors and they took them or you didn’t think of it? Not to self prepare diamond art before packing! 😜

Saved him $100! Dad was shocked!

Sometimes it pays off to be a good person. But dad said if it was the other way around he would have been peeved of the guy went before him.

@Captain24 slowly it is.

Nah I just unplug myself and then plug them back in when I get back, they know i know what I'm doing 😂. Plus it means i don't have to disturb them just to pee! It's the escort by security to the toilet that annoys me 😂.

Nah i wasn't silly enough to bring scissors, they said they were going to go through my bags but they haven't. There's a pair of tweezers in with the diamond art 😂.

Haha yes it would have been different the other way around.

That would be so annoying being followed. You can’t even pee in peace! @MissGremlin. I wondered when I had the security guard what they thought I could do. I have nothing but my phone in a padded room. The furniture was all padded!

But you were silly enough not to check the dots! 😜 I’m sure you will fix that as soon as you get home.

Are you feeling any better medically or mentally?

@Captain24 I've been cleared mentally now! I'll get to pee in peace 😂 . Just gotta wait for the medical side of things.

My head hurts and feels fuzzy, I keep telling them but noone seems concerned about it but me.

Oh.. yay!! I was worried that they would schedule you! @MissGremlin

peeing in peace sounds so good! 😜

That’s a worry. With everything that they have pumped through you you should be feeling better I would think. Unless they are blaming your heart rate for it.

I hope you get cleared soon.

@Captain24 haha thankfully not, I'm crazy but not crazy enough apparently 😂.

It really does!

I've told them that my heart usually settles on it's own after a few days. It's just hard cos all my levels drop critically low.

That’s a relief though. Did they offer you any support? @MissGremlin

Maybe they may find some answers that you’ve never gotten.

Reason 274 for not having kids… there is a kid out the front of my house trying to learn to jump the skateboard. It’s is really really annoying and I’m ready to shove that skateboard where the sun don’t shine! I just checked and they are actually on my driveway. In front of my roller door!!!! How rude!

@Captain24 all she said was that she would have to refer me back to the mental health team, they only just closed off on me so they aren't about to help me.

Oh that's so annoying, it's funny cos I had a group of kids doing that a couple of weeks ago, Casper kept barking at them 😂

Maybe they will take you seriously now you ended up in hospital. @MissGremlin

Jett and Pix were down in my room. They have only just heard them. They come down and barked and I said loudly! To stop barking, I know it’s annoying. The kids have left!!! Maybe my shaking will settle down now.

On a good note. I just finished a section!