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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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You’re very welcome @MissGremlin. I’m really sorry you’re going through this, especially with everything feeling so scary right now. I’m glad you’re in hospital and being cared for, and I hope the treatment they’re giving you helps your body settle.

I’m doing okay, thank you for asking. Please take care of yourself lovely 💛

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I’m glad you’re doing okay. Of course I can, I've sent missgremlin a message. It’s really thoughtful of you to check in on her and not want her to feel alone, especially knowing what it’s like yourself 💛

I’ll be around, go and do what you need to do. I’m doing okay, thank you for asking 😊 @Captain24

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@Nala2022 I seem to be failing at taking care of myself 😞. It's horrible being watched but I know it's their job and it's to keep me safe. I haven't slept at all and my head is pounding. I've just started to build one of my miniblocks sets.

I did this one last night.

@Captain24 

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I don’t think you’re failing at taking care of yourself @MissGremlin. You’re in a really difficult place right now. I’m sorry you haven’t been able to sleep and that your head is pounding, I hope it eases soon.

I’m glad you’ve got your miniblocks to give you something to focus on for a little while. It looks so cute!

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@Nala2022 it's a very difficult place right now. I'm trying to do my best, just hoping it's good enough.

It's helping to keep busy but I'm shaking so much so it's hard with fiddly pieces 😂.

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I’m home @Nala2022 @MissGremlin

Thanks for being here and helping with support.

That is so cute what you did last night. I can imagine that it’s hard to do while shaking. At least it takes focus and concentration.

Jane they given you any idea as to how long you are in for or if they are keeping you?

I nearly needed a defibrillator when I found out how much all my scripts were. $405! These injections are $300 a month. At least I will start to lose some weight and get my health under control. I’ve actually already had my first one. It was so hard to actually get my brain to stick it in but it doesn’t hurt at all so that’s good. I have to do it every week for at least the next 12 months. Lucky I’m not buying any more cigarettes!

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@Captain24 thankyou for being here sweet.

It's a very cute little penguin! The one I just built is missing a piece, grrrr.

I have no idea how long I'm in here for yet.

Gees that's expensive but at least it's going to help. Definitely good that you aren't buying cigarettes anymore, I'm so proud of you sweet ❤️.

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I think doing your best is more than enough right now @MissGremlin. You’re getting through a really difficult situation and trying to keep yourself occupied, and that’s something to be proud of. Hopefully the shaking settles a little soon, although I can imagine those fiddly miniblocks aren’t making it easy!

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It’s all good. I want to be here for you @MissGremlin Im not leaving you alone.

That’s a bugger. Must be disappointing.

As long as they get you right.

Im just finishing off the carton that I have here and I’m done. Apparently I can claim the injections on my health fund so I’m going to add them into everything that I need to claim. I’m going to do it just before I go on holidays so I have some money!!!

Have you had anything to eat?

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Thankyou @Nala2022 sweet ❤️. I almost finished my build but it's sadly missing a piece so I can't finish it 😞.

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