I can’t cope

You’re very welcome @Captain24

$405 for the scripts would definitely make anyone’s heart skip a beat! 😳 At least you’ve got the first injection out of the way, and it’s also good to hear it didn’t hurt. Hopefully it gets easier each week. Not buying cigarettes anymore is definitely a win for the budget too! 😂💛

@Captain24 thankyou sweet❤️.

It is disappointing but I'll take it back and get another one, it just messes with my anxiety.

That will be good being able to add them to your health fund. Would definitely be good to have the money for your holiday.

I had a sandwich before, well a bit at least.

Oh no, that’s so frustrating! 😞 Hopefully it turns up somewhere, at least you’ve kept yourself busy with it for a while @MissGremlin. Any new diamond art pieces you've done recently?

@Nala2022 very frustrating. It's not anywhere unfortunately, I'll take it back to big w when I can so they can replace it. I finished to diamond arts recently, I'll share them again for you.

The cigarettes were costing me $300 a fortnight. I don’t have any money to buy them at the moment any way. But these tablets haven’t kicked in yet! @Nala2022

Pixies bet bills have settled a little as well. I just have her vaccinations in October and then if everything goes the way it’s suppose to she won’t have to go for another 6 months.

Im also buying groceries properly and trying to do one shop a fortnight to try and save money. Plus making to food spread out further with adding veggies to everything. My health and weight has become dangerous. I’m on the verge of having permanent liver disease and if I continue the way I was I will develop pancreatic cancer!

Theres a lot medically going on in my world! 😂

At least my MH isn’t to bad. I have extreme body image issues. I actually do things to my body because I hate it. My doctors appointment yesterday was a massive trigger and while he didn’t fat shame me I felt like he did. So last night mentally I struggled a lot. Today I’m still struggling with it but have started the next step with these injections. Just have to not let that ED voice get too loud.

Sorry that was another @Jynx ramble!

Did you do anything exciting with your days off?

It would mine too as it’s not finished and it’s not your fault. @MissGremlin

It won’t be much money but at least I’ll be able to afford to go to the pet shop, spotlight and contribute my half of the food. I do have to go and find new swimmers though as the ones I wore in February were a bit big and I think I have lost weight since then. Plus this sudden change in eating may reduce it even more.

At least you had a little bit and they are feeding you and not neglecting you.

What do you have running through your IV’s

That's annoying but I'm sure they will be able to replace it for you @MissGremlin

Oh wow, I'm in love! They are so pretty and colourful. I've never tried diamond art before, maybe I should

You’ve definitely got a lot going on medically, but it sounds like you’re making some really positive changes too. Saving $300 a fortnight by not buying cigarettes is huge, and I love that you’re finding ways to make your groceries stretch further. Hopefully Pixie’s October vaccinations go smoothly too

I’m sorry yesterday’s appointment was such a trigger for you. I can understand how that could make the ED voice louder, so be gentle with yourself and remember you’re trying to look after your health, not punish yourself @Captain24 💛

Also, I'm not sure if you were asking me about my days off or Jynx haha but I'll answer anyway. My days off were nice! I went fishtank shopping with my parter, we want to buy some fish maybe next week, not sure what yet though (he's the expert lol), I did some house cleaning and I’m catching up with my best friend later today for a little picnic, which I’m looking forward to 😊

@Captain24 any money is better than nothing. Soon enough you'll have to get a whole new wardrobe 😂.

I couldn't eat breakfast as they would only allow me to have wooden cutlery which I can't touch due to my phobia.

I've had potassium, magnesium, sodium chloride and another one to counteract what I'd taken.

@Nala2022 I know they will, they know me there.

I love the bright colours in them. You should definitely give it a go! Maybe you'll get hooked like me and @Captain24 😂.