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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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@Captain24 I'm glad you slept ok but I get that still tired feeling, especially when it's not quality sleep.

You've got this sweet!

Yeah I'm just relaxing, I'll probably go to the shops in the afternoon.

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Oh and perimenopause! It’s all against me! But at least there is a reason for it and I can work on most of it. It’s just a long way away but I’m guessing it will start to improve gradually. @MissGremlin It is what it is though. Understanding it makes me more tired but at least I have a goal.

Im still sitting here and Pixie is looking at me from her cushion that she is laying on! I’m getting guilt tripped! 😂 😂

I really do have to get off my arse and do something. I’m not feeling bad about myself for sitting here though. So that’s a good thing. I just want to chill.

Is it just the supermarket or do you go to other shops?

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My mum laughed at me actually out loud 😢 @MissGremlin

I sent her this.

I was sleeping last night. Sound asleep! Then all of I sudden I woke up coughing that silly thing blew air into my nose and nearly ch0ked me! It's suppose to save my life not choke me to death! 😂

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I finally had a shower and walk the dogs! Pix got a bit hot so we cut it short. But I still got 30 minutes of exercise. Plus I’ll get about 2 hours or more when I mow the lawn! @MissGremlin

Im thinking I might sit and do some diamond art until it’s lunch time.

My ADHA is kicking in.. I want to do what I want not what I need! To make the kitchen look respectable it only take 15-20 minutes! But it’s just too hard! 😂

Im just chatting through my day so that when you get back on you have light hearted things to read!

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OMG!!!!! I just got a parcel from temu and in it was one that I didn’t order. But I did order a mystery one. So instead of getting one to do that I don’t one what it is…. I got something I didn’t order thrown in… surprise! 😂

Oh and I just got the right amount of dots in the tray. I’m so proud of myself.. it was only one dot but I still got it right! 😜

@MissGremlin

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I’ve just eaten… woo hoo I had lunch!!! 2 meals so far today. Go me!

Im know about to go and have some fun.. walking up and down and up and down and up and down a yard.. I can’t wait, it’ll be so exciting. Best thing of the day! Plenty of sun and plenty exercise. Am I sounding positive?? Because I’m not! 😜

@MissGremlin

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@Captain24 bahahaha ok I've just woken up and have a million notifications from you 😂. You've made me giggle and I'm about to attempt to reply to them, it should keep me busy for a while 😂.

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@Captain24 don't you love when there's so many things all at once, but yes at least there's reasons and things that can be worked on.

Haha Pix looking at you from the cushion, they silently judge us 😂.

I'm sorry that mum laughed out loud at you. I know those machines make it hard when air gets blown at you.

You've done so well to have a shower and take the dogs for a walk.

It sucks when there's things we know we have to do but we want to do other things. That's when I try to get the boring things done so that I can relax and do what i want to do.

Oohhhh getting a bonus with the temu parcel, so exciting!

Bahaha getting the right amount of dots! 😂.

Ok i think i managed to reply to everything, I scrolled up and down a million times 😂.

Today I only have to go to woolies i think. I was going to say something but now I've forgotten what it was 😂.

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I’m glad I made you smile.. @MissGremlin

Oh that bonus was my mystery picture! That’s what I got instead of the actual mystery picture.

Hows my afternoon going I hear you ask…

Sunshine.. great

Laps of mum and dads yard… blah

exercise… blah

Gave mum a reenactment of last night.. all serious and stuff.. she tried to hold it in but laughed! How rude! She told me she couldn’t help but laugh at my text. I told her I nearly ch0cked to death. I could have gone peacefully! It’s was really funny.

Just had a shower and now I’m running a bath.

I got some rolled oats. I didn’t know what you are suppose to do with them

so I stuck ‘em in a granny new high stocking! Threw them in the bath..

Oh… the kitchen looks the same, nothing happened while I was out. My ADHD urgency will kick in tomorrow when my parents say they are on the way around.

quiz time… I go to get my washing of the line and where is it?

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@Captain24 well at least you got a picture!

Haha oh what an eventful afternoon you've had 😂.

Glad you were able to have a laugh about it with mum, it's one of those things that's both funny but not funny 😂.

Hope your enjoying your nice relaxing bath.

Yep the kitchen will always still be there, we need some little cleaning fairies that come in and do it for us 😂.

Ok, now if it was me I'd probably forgotten to even put it outside 😂. Did you forget to put it out?

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