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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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@Captain24 ooohhh that sounds so yummy 😋. I managed to eat some of a burger.

I'll see how much i can get done tonight but it might be 2 colours left for tomorrow.

I might see if my friend wants to do the shopping trip with me again, we did yesterday. At least you've managed to get most things other than some fresh stuff. When are your holidays again?

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It was good. I’m full now and it wasn’t as much as I usually eat, but I did have lunch. I put satay sauce with cheese on top of the schnitzel and put it back in the oven until it melted! @MissGremlin

So so close!

I hope she will go with you. It makes it more enjoyable.

My pay will be really short this next week and I have dad’s birthday in there! At least I shouldn’t have to go grocery shopping with the pay that I get before I go. Just bet bill for vaccinations and car sick medication!

This time in 4 weeks I’ll be walking along the beach with the dogs!

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@Captain24 I did it! First pic without flash, second pic with flash.

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No wonder you put up with the squares! I love it! @MissGremlin

Are you in bed now?

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@Captain24 I love the picture, even though it drove me nuts 😂.

I'm glad dinner was good and that you're full now.

Hopefully you can make it work even with it being a short pay.

That's so exciting that you'll be walking in the beach with the dogs, it's a very much deserved holiday break.

I just got in bed.

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I’m looking forward to it. I’m just hoping my parents are actually reasonably nice to each other and I don’t have to crack it at them. @MissGremlin

Ive just climbed into bed too. I’m so tired. I’m sick of being tired all the time!

Hope you sleep well.

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@Captain24 I'm hoping it's a nice relaxing holiday for you.

I really hope that you can get a good night's sleep tonight sweet ❤️.

It's been so nice to chat to you today.

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It was good to chat. I hope you slept well @MissGremlin

Im sitting on the lounge trying to get my act together. I have so much to do and haven’t started anything! 😂 Maybe I’ll have breakfast and take the dogs for a walk. I need to bath them but can’t be bothered! I’ll force myself to clean the kitchen but I think that will be it.

I still have to mow lawns though this afternoon. I was hoping dad would go out and do them! But I don’t think he has.

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@Captain24 whilst I slept last night, it wasn't quality sleep so I'm feeling exhausted. How did you sleep?

Having breakfast and taking the dogs for a walk sounds like a good start to the day.

Maybe dad will surprise you and have done the lawns.

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I slept ok but still tired. I guess that won’t change until I lose weight though. @MissGremlin. shift work, fatty liver, fatty pancreas, poor eating, poor exercise and sleep apnea does really allow for me not being tired! 😂

Im sorry you are still exhausted. I haven’t moved yet! I’m still sitting on the lounge! I know it will make me feel more energised so I need to do it.

are you just chilling except for going to the shops?

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