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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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@Captain24 that diamond art looks cool, love the flintsones!

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@Captain24 sorry that I didn't reply earlier sweet, I've been on my lounge dozing on and off. I had to get my friend to do my afternoon routine.

Hopefully the new mask is better for you.

Oohhhh yay for getting the filo things for dinner, I hope they're yummy 😋.

How's did the lawn mowing go?

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I thought you’d like it @MissGremlin

It’s ok I was just really worried about you. How are you going? Do you need medical attention?

I’m glad your friend is helping. Is she helping with dinner? Or can one of the others help?

It feels better when I tried it on. There is another one I can try too. She said if I wasn’t to try it to send mum in on Monday or Tuesday

It is taking me ages. I’ve whipper snippered the back and half the front but the battery ran out so I’m just charging it to finish the front. The back yard is done but I basically had to do it twice. It’s taken me 3 hours! I’m going to finish the whipper snippering of the front and leave it at that. I’ll see how much my green bin settles and I’ll mow the front tomorrow. My ankle is aching though. When the battery is charged I’m going to go and have a hot shower and wash my hair!! It’s filthy anyway as I haven’t washed it but now it’s full of grass too.

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@Captain24 I'm really not in a good way, I can't stand up without almost passing out, even just walking to the toilet is too much. But I'm stuck, I can't go to hospital as I've got noone to help here. My friend is going to a concert tonight and my mother is at the show, so I'm on my own trying to manage everything, just going very slowly.

That's good that it feels better, hoping this one is the right fit for you.

Oh that's frustrating when the battery runs out, at least they are relatively quick at charging. I'm not surprised your ankle is aching, once you've finished you can rest after your nice hot shower.

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Please go tomorrow and get checked out @MissGremlin Im really concerned about you.

Im sorry you are on your own. I would help if I could. Can anyone help with the morning routine if you tell them how sick you are so you can get seen?

It’s almost charged so I’m going to finish it. It’ll only take me 10 minutes and then I can have a shower! I think I might have a hot bath too. I’ll tell you what.. 8:30 can’t come soon enough tonight, I’m so tired!

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@Captain24 I'm hoping that I feel better tomorrow. It will take time for everything to get out of my system though aswell. Sorry I forgot to say, I'm safe.

Awww thankyou sweet ❤️. Will just see how I go tomorrow morning, take things moment by moment.

Glad it won't take you long to do the rest. I bet you're looking forward to 8.30, must admit I'm very much looking forward to being in bed too.

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I’m hoping you do. @MissGremlin but if not please get checked out properly.

Take things gently and call for help with your routine if you need it. You need to ba safe to drive. You will have other people in the car

I’ve had a shower and about to run the bath. I’m so tired. I forgot that I didn’t sleep well last night! 😂 I guess I didn’t have a nap today! I’ve barely sat down. I’ve been on the go.

Im sure you are eager for bed to just lay down and rest. Are you sorting dinner or has someone else organised it because you’re sick?

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@Captain24 I will. I won't drive if I don't feel safe to.

I bet you're tired, especially after not sleeping properly last night. I was lucky to get a nap today, my body is completely exhausted. Hoping you can sleep really well tonight. Hope you enjoy your bath sweet.

I did ask for help but I was on my own doing everything. At least dinner is done now, just need to tackle the dishes after.

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I hope you manage to sleep properly tonight as well. @MissGremlin

Ask them to do them. It sounds like you do everything, surely they can wash dishes.

Im just running my bath now. Then I have to have dinner but I’m not hungry at all. I actually feel kind of sick but I also haven’t eaten.

Are you going to try and go straight to sleep when you get into bed or do diamond art?

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@Captain24 it's just easier to do them myself, I get alot of OCD around it if they aren't done properly.

I managed to eat 3 chicken fingers 😂. I'm sorry you're feeling sick sweet, even of you just have something small and save the filo things for tomorrow night. When I don't get enough sleep I feel really sick for the day and nothing settles it until I can sleep.

I'm not sure, will see how I feel when I get into bed. I'd like to finish the section I started last night at least. I'm actually going to get my pjs on soon, I've already done my teeth and hair for the night.

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