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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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That’s fair then. I’m a bit cautious too. @MissGremlin. That’s why when mum has people over here I can just chuck it all in the dishwasher so no one else is washing my dishes!

That’s something at least. I’ve got dinner planned for tomorrow night. As I need to cook enough for the next few nights while I’m at work. I’m sure I’ll eat it. Once I start eating I should be fine.

My bath was so relaxing. I’m just laying on my bed trying to cool down a little. I had it HOT. I’m sweating. I have salt in it so it detoxes you as well. So I always have to take a Powerade to stay hydrated!

YoI can try, if you can’t finish it there’s plenty of other time. I haven’t even touched Brut these days off. All I’ve done is the last half a section of the flint stones one.

Im glad you are nearly ready. What time can you go to bed?

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@Captain24 oh what I'd do to have a dishwasher sometimes 😂.

I'll have to go to the shops tomorrow afternoon to get things. Hoping the filo things are yummy 😋.

I'm glad the bath was relaxing, it sounds perfect and very much needed after a busy day.

I'm sitting at my table dozing off, I'm not sure I'll be able to stay awake to do any diamond art 😂. 7.30 is bedtime.

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It’s so so so good! @MissGremlin If I did t have one id have dishes everywhere!

I have put them in the oven. I’m not sure that I actually eat those flavours though but it’s all they had. I can only try and see. Im going to go and dry my hair while they are cooking.

That’s ok. Sleep is way more important. I can’t wait to get into bed!

Do you know what you are getting for dinner tomorrow night or do you just wing it while you’re there?

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@Captain24 I do my dishes several times a day, can't stand when there's too many there 😂.

Hopefully they are ok to eat for you, but yes you can only but try them. Drying your hair while they are cooking sounds like a good idea.

Sleep is definitely needed at the moment, for both of us!

I pretty much just wing it, it's mostly the same meals just on rotation 😂.

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I have a lot of plates and stuff. In my old houses you couldn’t see any of my kitchen benches for dishes. @MissGremlin

They are almost ready. So I’ll see how they go.

Hair is dry all I have to do is eat and then feed the dogs later! I can finally sit down!

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@Captain24 I specifically only have one set of plates, bowls etc, that way I can't let things pile up 😂.

Enjoy your dinner sweet and I'm glad you finally get to sit down.

I'm going to finish my routine and sit in bed, it's really cold here tonight.

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I’m have just sat down and having dinner! @MissGremlin. I ate the veggies first. I’m watching tv trying to stay awake.

Im glad it’s time to get into bed. It has cooled down here. But not overly cold. But I’m real too tired to notice.

Im sure once you get it’ll feel so welcoming!

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@Captain24 how were they sweet?

I've just sat in bed, I'm honestly not sure how much longer I can stay awake for 😂.

Hoping we can both get a good night's sleep tonight!

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@Captain24 how were they sweet?

I've just sat in bed, I'm honestly not sure how much longer I can stay awake for 😂.

Hoping we can both get a good night's sleep tonight!

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They weren’t very nice @MissGremlin

Im glad you are in bed. If you need to go straight to sleep then do it. You need to look after yourself. I’ll be there in 30 minutes and hopefully when my head hits the pillow I’ll be out!

Hopefully it is 2 good nights. I really hope you get plenty of quality sleep.

Im not sure I can even get off the lounge to feed the dogs and go to bed.

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