I can’t cope

@Nala2022 it sucks. cos if my support worker comes at 11 and my doctors appointment is at 11.20 then it'll be hard to talk about what's going on. I'm not sure if I feel comfortable with my support worker knowing what's happening.

Haha the quickest way to check the weather, hang the washing out 😂.

Thankyou sweet, I really hope so cos this sucks!

@Captain24 I'm hoping she can too, it could just be a matter of getting used to it or maybe something isn't working right for you.

Oh that sucks about the scripts, it can get so expensive when there's multiple medications. When I get the ones that are required for here it easily gets close to $100 so I try to get them at different times rather than all at once.

Woohoo, well done sweet! Can understand those tasks being harder to talk yourself into, they're big jobs to do. Hopefully you can manage the lawns this afternoon.

Thankyou sweet, I'll definitely let you know how it goes.

I've just heard from my support worker, she's coming at 10.30. @Nala2022 

I do do mine at different times! That’s not all of them, only a few! 😜 @MissGremlin

Im glad she will be early because you NEED to tell the doctor everything and write it down so you have it all and don’t forget anything!

It’s awesome weather here. I still have a tracksuit in but it’s around 20 degrees but we have had spring weather for weeks. With healthy amount of rain. Not too much and not too little. The place is pretty green out of town. @Nala2022

@Captain24 oh gees, it's crazy how expensive they can be but they're needed.

I'm glad aswell. My doctor is already aware of what's happened at least so it's just discussing these effects now and what to do. I'm struggling to keep my eyes open, I'm so tired.

Glad you've got nice weather there, I'll keep my nice cold weather, it makes good for Casper snuggles 😂.

Yeah the psychiatrist doesn’t really think before she tries something! But I do need them, it’s obvious that they are working. I know I will need them for life but that’s ok. Whatever it takes. @MissGremlin

Im glad he knows. Hoping something can be done.

I have the doors open and the blinds open. I’m loving the sun and fresh air. I’ve opened the blind and window in my bedroom as well. I am really worried about summer though. I think it’s going to be extremely hot. I’m talking over 40 degrees with no respite.

@Captain24 they are definitely helping you, it just sucks that's the cost of it is so much.

I'm really hoping something can be done, but it's probably just a mattter of riding it out until it's all out of my system.

That sounds so nice having the fresh air come through, I'm glad you've got a nice day for it. I think summer is really going to be warm, I'm not looking forward to it at all.

You will have to stop doing it.. it’ll only make it worse.

Im guessing your support worker should be there if I have the timing right!

I finally finished it. I had a spare half hour so I thought I’d knock it over so I can go back to Brut. @MissGremlin

It totally didn’t work out! 😂

@Captain24 I have stopped now.

I've just had my doctors appointment, advice is don't take anything at the moment and go to hospital if I feel I need to. The serotonin syndrome can be life threatening, so I have to be very careful here. The doctor doesn't believe the amounts are enough to cause it but he can never say never and especially when I seem to be so sensitive to medications. When I had my support worker here I almost passed out just trying to walk out to the doorstep and then when I got up to walk to the car. Everything dropped, my heart rate went crazy going from high to low very suddenly then back up to high. I'm safe, I'm about to lay on my lounge with Casper.

Still waiting to see the picture! Glad you were able to get it finished though.

I think you need to be actually checked out not just a phone conversation. I think maybe the hospital is a good idea if anyone can do your afternoon routine. @MissGremlin You don’t want anything to happen while others are around.

I’ve got a different mask to try. I said I don’t feel any different and she wasn’t surprised yet. It has reduced my apnea. The fact that I’m not sleeping well with it is also normal and to take it off when I’m working if I’m not sleeping properly. I go back to her in 2 weeks.

I got my scripts? Went to mums and went to the butchers and got 2 of those filo things for dinner.

Om dressed in my lawn mowing clothes and about to start whipper snippering.

what are you up to?

I doubly the picture will get approved now. No one will see it.

Are you ok @MissGremlin ?

If you don’t want to talk can you just like this or have said something that has really upset you?