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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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@Captain24 yes the warm weather brings the snakes out. My back lawn needs to be done again but not the front just yet.

My appointment is at 9.10am.

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Mine is disgustingly and snakes could easily hide in there @MissGremlin. I’ll do the back first and see how much garbage space it takes up. If I fill the green bin and regular bin then I won’t be able to do the front.

At least it’s an early appointment.

Im watching home and away and it’s has sad moments and I’m crying

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@Captain24 hopefully you'll have enough space in the bins to do both otherwise do the back and then do the front once they've been emptied.

Yes I'm glad it's early in the morning.

Awww those sad moments in shows get me, especially when I'm already worn down. Hugs sweetheart ❤️.

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My ultrasound is at 8:30, right in breakfast time. They will have to be fed early. @MissGremlin. I like appointments that I have to go out for in the morning. My psych it doesn’t matter because I only have to sit at the computer about 2 minutes before the appointment.

Ive finished watching it now. I’m thinking I may just go back to bed.

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@Captain24 it's good to be able to get appointments over and done with early then you have the rest of the day. Hope both your appointments go ok for you.

I reckon bed sounds like a good idea, I'm sitting here doing my diamond art. My tummy is being noisy and grumbling but I'm not actually hungry.

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Hi @Captain24,

I hope you’ve been travelling okay the last couple of days! 💛

Oh wow, 95! What a blessing to have lived such a long life. That's pretty special that you’ve been friends with your friend for so many years! I hope the funeral went okay yesterday, as okay as these things can go. I’m sure your friend really appreciated having you there to support her.

Oh goodness, that’s a lot of siblings on both sides! Mums side she's 1 of 5 and dad's side 1 of 4. Our family gatherings are huge lol.

Thank you, me too! I usually have at least one appointment on each of my days off too haha 😅

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Hey @Nala2022

All I did yesterday was sleep other than the funeral. It was nice my friend was surprised I was there and when she needed a break from family she came and stood with me! I’m glad I was there for her.

We have a family reunion occasionally on dad’s side. That’s massive with just his cousins and some of my generation. Not as many come as they use to but there use to be so many. Like well over 100! I think the last one we did had about 60.

I’ve just had one of my appointments today. My ultrasound is done and it was fasting so now I have eaten, had a drink and a smoke! Feeling better!

Im trying to talk myself into doing my house work. It’s not going very well! 😜 I really just feel like sleeping some more.

How are you?

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That sounds really lovely, being able to be there as her support person yesterday. I think it’s so nice that you went, and I’m sure it meant a lot to her

That’s crazy, over 100 people! 😂 Even 60 is a lot haha. Mum’s side is definitely bigger, but Dad’s side is growing a bit. My cousin is due to have her first baby next month, so that’ll be the first baby amongst my cousins on Dad’s side 😊

I hope the ultrasound went okay and the results come back fine @Captain24.

I’m about to eat some breakfast too, might make an omelette

Maybe just start with a small task for now? I need to do some housework too at some point, we've got this!

I’m doing well, just a bit tired, but I reckon once I eat I’ll have a bit more energy lol

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I don’t have any gall stones, I don’t think my liver went well though! I do know I have fatty liver which is why my lifestyle needs to change. @Nala2022

Omelette sounds good. I live on my own so I really don’t have a lot of food choices as it’s just to hard and expensive to buy a variety when it’s not all going to get eaten.

My bed won! I’ve just had another couple of hours sleep but actually feel better for it. Im really having a struggle coming off nightshifts. Maybe changing everything will start to help with that too.

I’ll do a couple of things before my psych appointment at 2. Love Telehealth! I only have to sit down 2 minutes before my appointment! I’m usually obsessed with keeping my house clean. I’m feeling really dirty that it’s not spot on.

I hope breakfast perked you up some! Removed some of the tiredness. What time do you start?

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How are you @MissGremlin 

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