I can’t cope

Jett loves to be picked up and cuddles all the time. But getting kisses out of him is hard! I only get one when he wants to. But not when I came home from nightshift!!!! He wants kisses then. He does always sleep with me on the bed though and Pix often sleeps with me othe than that she is one the floor on the pillows. So they are always in my room with me! @MissGremlin

Male dogs are definitely different! Now that Pix feels better I’m having trouble with cuddles. One gets a cuddle so the other one wants one. The the first one wants a. Puddle because the second one got one! It’s a never ending cycle.

Im finding with my mental state my ADHD is so much more pronounced!

It’s starting to look ok. I think you will be able to see what it is but I wont get it finished tomorrow night so ill have to finish it if on tuesday in amongst all my appointments.

@Captain24 Caspers always happy to give kisses 😂. There's just something so comforting about coming home to dogs, they really do have unconditional love to give.

They definitely are. Like my girls have always been affectionate but also independent, Casper doesn't like being anywhere alone lol. Haha oh I remember that when I had the 3 dogs, you give one cuddles and then the others want them too 😂.

Mental health exacerbates everything!

I'm glad it's looking ok. You'll get it done when you can.

Jett has to be near me 90% of the time! Whether it’s in the same room as long as he can see me. Pix doesn’t care. As long as I’m home. @MissGremlin

Oy is so special to walk into them. I don’t think a house is a home without them. They just love you so much.

I have something on everyday for my days off including a funeral on Monday which is the day I sleep! It’s going to be busy. I guess I’ll get out of the house everyday!

Do you have much on this coming week?

@Captain24 Casper is the same and has to be in the same room and able to see me. But then he has tasks to do when he needs to.

So very true. My house felt empty when I didn't have a dog.

Oh that sounds like a very busy time off, I hope the funeral goes ok sweet. Hoping you find time for some self care in between everything.

I can't even look ahead right now with the space I'm in (I'm safe). I'm watching shrek while doing diamond art.

The funeral is a graveside service so hopefully it doesn’t go too long. I’ll give my friend and her mum a hug and then leave. Hopefully I’ll be able to sleep after. @MissGremlin

It’s very busy but it is what it is. Everything should fall into place. Hopefully. I’m hoping that I feel better with this machine on days off. I’m tired now but it is past bedtime and I’m just sitting. I’m sure once I get into a truck I’ll be fine. I did notice that the drive home this morning was really easy and I wasn’t tired! So I guess that’s a good thing. See what tonight and tomorrow night bring.

I love Shrek! I remember taking my ex-friends boys to it at the movies. Then when I was looking after my best friends bit when he was little, he used to to love Shrek as well. Oh and Hi 5, I don’t know how many times I danced around her lounge room doing hi 5 dances.

@Captain24 hopefully you'll be able to get some much needed sleep after.

Fingers crossed you do feel better with the machine on your days off, there's been some good signs already that it's helping.

I love the shrek movies aswell. Being alone is the only time I get to watch things on the TV, the rest of the time it isn't allowed to be turned on. Haha I can just imagine you dancing around to Hi 5 😂.

I’m getting sensory overload!! There is silence in the room with the workshop guys in here. They aren’t talking to each other. I can hear a spoon against a bowl, the guy is eating chips again, someone is slurping their food, someone is making their chair squeak and someone has something he is listening to on his phone without headphones. Oh.. and now he just laughed at it. At least I won’t be here when they come in the second time!!! Plus they smell!! @MissGremlin 😂

Hopefully it’s working. I have an appointment on Wednesday with the sleep person and she will go through the machine and see.

I use to teach baby ballet and baby jazz so I have done all sorts of things! It use to be so fun! But my favourite was Hi 5 with him! Those were the days I was skinny, healthy and fit!

@Captain24 oh I get sensory overload reading that, I feel for you sweet. Glad you won't be there the second time they come in and you'll be away from the smell 😂.

I'm glad you've got that appointment on Wednesday.

Awww that would have been so cute. I've done all sorts of things aswell, also when I was skinny, healthy and fit. But just think, you're making a start to get yourself healthy again!

I have to see her every week for the 4 week trial. She is really nice though. @MissGremlin

Iy was cute. He would even make me do it so he could watch! I use to have so much fun with him. The baby classes were good too. It was so rewarding that they couldn’t stand in a straight line at the start of the year and then performed a dance at the end of the year!

I won’t get young, fit and skinny again but yes, I am working on the healthy part. I’ll probably be healthier than I was!

@Captain24 I'm glad that she's nice, definitely makes it easier to see someone when they're nice to talk to.

Awww that's so cute. Hehe little ones are so cute when they dance and especially performances, I miss those days.

You'll get some fitness back with being healthy, but unfortunately the young part we can't get back 😂.

I'm so grateful that I got the chance to talk to you tonight sweet.