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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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Oh.. that’s good on the mystery one! Have you figured it out yet? @MissGremlin

How are you going with the one you are doing now?

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@Captain24 still haven't figured it out, that's the one I've been working on this morning.

The other one I'm still working on the second row of sections.

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That's right, tomorrow is a new day @Captain24, and hopefully it feels a little lighter 💛

I’m glad talking things through on here is helping clear some things from your head. Sometimes getting it out rather than having it all going around in your mind can make such a difference

I can understand why you’d love to have a bit more energy in the evenings and make your mornings easier too. Hopefully the machine helps you feel more refreshed and makes getting up for work a little easier

Wow six hours of music is definitely enough to keep things interesting for a while! 😂 I love listening to music, my playlist is full of songs from different genres. It sounds like you’ve given yourself plenty of new songs to discover while you’re doing your diamond art. Hopefully you keep slowly getting into it, there’s no rush 😊

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It’s a positive way to look at it. I’m trying on the positive. Before it would have been that the day would be miserable like this one! @Nala2022

Thanks for letting me get it out and listening.

Im kind of hoping for a miracle cure! I know it won’t be and I have a lot more things to work on to help with my body, sleep and energy. Just a start of feeling a little better would be good.

It is. I’m mixed too. The songs I went through yesterday were all 90’s and 00’s. Songs I remember from my pub days! The one that’s playing right now has a memory attached to it!

I’ve been very rude and self-centred today and haven’t even asked how you are travelling. Sorry.

How are things for you?

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Oh.. that’s exciting. @MissGremlin are you liking it though?

That’s one thing about having two on the go I guess, you can chose which one to do and when

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@Captain24 I'm liking the mystery one.

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Can’t wait to see it finished! @MissGremlin 

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Even if today has been a really difficult one, being able to think that tomorrow might be different is a big shift from expecting the whole day to be miserable. You’re trying, and that matters @Captain24

I think we’d all love a miracle cure! Even just feeling a little better and having a bit more energy would be a great start though. Hopefully the sleep apnea machine is one step towards that

I love when songs bring back specific memories! 90s and 00s music definitely has a way of doing that I’m sure there are some interesting pub memories attached to that playlist!

And you don’t need to apologise for not asking how I’m going! You’ve had a really rough day and it’s completely okay to focus on yourself and get things out. I’m more than happy to listen 💛

I’m doing well, thank you 😊 I’m enjoying the sunshine today too and might head out for a walk soon while the weather is nice 💛

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I think if the machine is a small step in the right direction I may be able to move forward from there. My sleep is the biggest thing. I’m just sleeping way too much. I could go back to bed now! But if that feels better then my mood in general should pick up more. I’d have more energy to focus on eating better and exercising a little bit. I think it’s the first thing that needs to be sorted. @Nala2022

There is a few and there is songs and artists that I’ve forgotten about! It’s like reliving my late teens, early 20’s and feels a little nostalgic. I’m trying to enjoy them. Trying to focus on that time of my life and the fun we had.

A walk sounds really nice in the sun. Do you have somewhere pretty to walk?

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I can understand why you’re hoping the machine is a small step in the right direction @Captain24

I hope you do get your sleep sorted soon and it helps you feel a little more rested and gives you something positive to build on

I love that you’re getting those nostalgic feelings from your old music! There’s something really nice about rediscovering songs you haven’t heard in years and being taken straight back to a particular time in your life. It sounds like you’re really trying to enjoy those memories and focus on the good parts

The walk is really nice! I actually have a creek behind my house with a walking trail, and it takes about 30 minutes to do the whole loop. It’s nice to have somewhere close by where I can just get outside and enjoy the sunshine. I just hope I don't get swooped by magpies lol. I'm off now though lovely, it was so lovely chatting but I'll reply once I'm back on. I hope you enjoy the rest of your day, take care 💛

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