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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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yay.. we are together. @MissGremlin

My arm wrist and hand are so sore! 😜

I know which custom one I’m doing after I sort these ones out so that’s good. But I really want to start it as I actually have the perfect place to hang it if it fits!

I want Mish sorted and redone and brut sorted before I can start it.

I thought on nightshifts I could take the diamond art, a book, my phone and headphones! It’s all something I can stop doing straight away and do what they need me to do! day shifts I can’t have my phone as it’s not allowed. My boss will turn a blind eye on nights. Pretty clever of me!

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@Captain24 I'm glad we can sit together and do it.

haha oh I totally get that sore wrist and hand 😂.

At least you know which ones you want to do, I'm all over the place with mine 😂.

At least your boss will turn a blind eye on night shifts, makes it easier to get through if you can't be doing your normal work.

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Yours are different though. You have lots of little different ones. I’ll do a little one when I finish these 2. I need to go through them and order more. I really want to do the mystery one but it’s just going to have to wait. I’ve got months to go before I can look at it. I still have the one of Keiko and Jett and the one of Pix and Jett. Plus another good one but it’s only 30x40 and pre-made. @MissGremlin

He will. He knows I don’t take my phone as the day I hurt myself I wanted it when I was getting brought into town for physio and he had to get it out of my locker!

How many do you have?

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@Captain24 the majority of the ones i have are at least 30×30 and 30×40 but there's also 40×50 ones. You'll get there with them, they take alot of time to do even the smaller ones take several days plus we have things in between working on them.

At least you do the right thing and your boss knows that.

Ummm good question, I'll have to count them but there's over 50 at least.

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@Captain24 56.

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If I didn’t have work it would be better! 😂 @MissGremlin Ive got one colour to go on this one and then this section is finished. I would have finished it earlier if I didnt have to go to the physio! I’ve been working on it for days and not even half way through!

WOW that’s a lot. How do you even remember what you’ve got when you order more? You definitely won’t run out anytime soon!

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@Captain24 I'm almost half way through the next row of sections. There's always something that gets in the way of the diamond art 😂.

I have a photographic memory so can easily remember which ones I have. No i definitely won't run out anytime soon, made sure of that after last time!

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You’re getting there with it @MissGremlin

Something always has to interrupt!

A photographic memory would be good for things like that but not for a lot of other things! My memory is shocking. It’s really bad.

You definitely won’t! I have about 9ish not including the 2 for Christmas!

I’ve just finished that section and I’m starting on the next one. Getting a bit anxious about my GP appointment in 15 minutes!!!

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@Captain24 very slowly getting there 😂.

I stopped to make food and then someone wanted me to help them with something, gotta love distractions.

Yes it's good for some things but not for others. My memory for most things is shocking but anything trauma related haunts me.

I'm here with you while you have your doctors appointment sweet ❤️.

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I think as it comes together you will get into it. Imagine doing one that you know absolutely won’t work but having to finish it! @MissGremlin

More distractions!

I’ve done a couple of colours on this section but I have t gotten far into it.

He is already 15 minutes late! I sat outside his surgery room for 2 hours one day. I didn’t get out until 6:45 and he had to eat me out the staff door as there was no one else there but me and him!

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