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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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Did you end up taking it? @MissGremlin

I hope you got even a little bit of sleep.

I slept all right other than Jett jumping on me twice! That annoyed me but he is so cute that he got away with it. A pat and he laid down again.

Im just at the mechanics waiting for them to open so I can get my pink slip done. Hoping it passes as it hasn’t been service in quite a while!

I’ve got mum teed up to feed the dogs if I’m not back in time. I don’t think I’m going to be! It’s a 15 minute drive from here plus it’ll be school time so it’ll be busy

Any plans for today?

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Morning @Captain24 sweet, I did take it. I actually slept 9 hours, 11 minutes but it was a very restless sleep. I only got an hour of deep sleep. I was completely exhausted after yesterday and I'd been up since 5am.

Haha silly Jett, lucky he's cute 😂.

Hoping it passes aswell. Is the pink slip something for work?

Glad mum will feed the dogs if you're not back on time, especially when it gets busy at school time.

I don't have any plans today, but I probably need to do a shopping trip to get some essentials. I've just made a cuppa and sat back in bed..

What's your plans for the day after the mechanic?

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I’m glad you got sleep. Restless or not! Mines be restless for ages. @MissGremlin

Feeling any side effects?

I have to get a pink slip for my car for rego. They check that it’s road worthy. Like brakes and stuff. It’s about $50 to add to rego. It’s a mechanical check.

I have a physio appointment at 12:15 and my GP is ringing me at 4. Other than that it’s all diamond art! I need to get this one finished so I can take a photo and send it off. I don’t like it and I don’t like that I have to do it again but it’s diamond art so it’s ok. If that makes any sense?

We can spend some time together today around what we need to do!

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@Captain24 don't think there's any side effects yet.

Oh interesting, we don't have that here. We just pay rego either every 3 or 12 months. I just had to do mine for another 3 months.

I hope not your appointments go ok sweet. We will get to do some diamond art together today. I completely get what you mean, I'm worried about Laylah's one and no doubt I'd have to do the same thing if it doesn't turn out. It's alot of work that goes into them so it's a big thing.

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That’s good @MissGremlin

Rego is either 6 or 12 months. I’m doing mine for 12 and it’s just under $1000 with the pink slip, green slip and rego. It’s a bit hard this week as I lost money out of this pay. It worked out to be $800 for that day off! Maybe if I sort out my sleep I won’t be too tired to go to work.

Im worried about Brut too but I’m trusting the process with that one and also honey is a bit odd but she will work out just fine. I’ve learnt not to question too much as in the end it comes together. This one just won’t! Her hair is blue and purple dots! Burt has purple in his hair but his hair is black so it should just blend in.

You were unsure of the one you just did and it turn out perfectly!

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@Captain24 we have nothing like that here. I'm lucky to have concession on my rego so for 3 months it's about $172 and that i struggle with. There's no way I could do 6 or 12 months. That's tough losing that days pay but yes hopefully after you've sorted out your sleep then you'll have more energy for the daytime and work.

It's so strange sometimes how the colours come together and it's a matter of trusting the process. But there's some that it's just not going to work out and it sounds like that one is one of them.

Yes i was but Laylah's face looks so weird, it all looks brown and she's black.

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My is more expensive as well because it’s an SUV @MissGremlin

Hopefully I find something out this afternoon. I’m stressing on having that appointment so I know and I’m not waiting anymore!

Jett was brown and green! He didn’t look good at all! But it’s a beautiful diamond art. Don’t stress until you have done it. You will know when it’s starting to come together. This one won’t!

I’ve been on the phone to mum for an hour and a half because I rang to say my car passed and to think them for feeding the dogs!

Im sitting and doing it now until 11:45 when I need to get ready to go to the physio

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@Captain24 you really need answers but I know it's stressful at the same time.

I've got to finish the one I'm working on first but it's taking forever.

I hope the physio goes ok sweet.

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How are you feeling after getting a little bit of sleep? I can imagine that you are still tired. @MissGremlin

It annoys me how you have one you really want to start but the one you’re on seems to take forever! 😜 I’m getting through this one pretty quickly at the moment. Not sure how it’ll go after I turn it around when I reach halfway.

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@Captain24 I fell back to sleep before but kept getting disturbed. I feel pretty blah to be honest.

Yes, it's like you're so eager to start another but the one you're working on drags on and on 😂. Turning it around seems to slow things down a bit, even I notice that.

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