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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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4 weeks???? That’s ages!! @MissGremlin I hope I don’t have to wait that long! I need it sorted quickly as it’s affecting my work! You need it too. You need sleep! I’ll laugh if it one of those nights that you actually do sleep!

I couldn’t cope with a nasal tube. I guess we will have to see what my next step is. Yours sounds really scary! No wonder you were anxious!

Im guessing dinner is a bit late tonight?

I’m sad 😢. It’s getting dark and I had to close the front door and the blinds 😔

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@Captain24 the basic results will be available sooner but the full results take time. We both need it sorted quickly as it's having huge impacts on our ability to function. I highly doubt I'm going to be able to sleep with all the wires on me and the nasal one I'm panicking about, same as the ones for my neck.

Dinner was subway tonight, so actually really and I didn't have to cook!

Awww that sucks, it gets dark quickly and early plus also the temperature drops fast.

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Oh. That’s good that you get some sooner. It’ll give a bit of an idea. The neck wouldn’t worry just the nasal tube. @MissGremlin

I probably should sort dinner out but I really don’t want to! I feel off, I don’t know if it’s because I’m hungry or not.

Im more happy just sitting here doing my diamond art!

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@Captain24 I struggle with things around my neck due to trauma. I didn't like having to have oxygen going into my nose when I was in hospital.

I'm sorry you're feeling off sweet, I feel off if I haven't eaten. Maybe you could do diamond art for a bit longer and then have something to eat, even if it's just something little. I'm looking forward to being able to do my diamond art when I go to bed.

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I’m just having rice and tuna. 90 seconds and done! @MissGremlin

Hopefully that helps, either that or im a little off!

O figured out what I can do on nightshifts while on light duties! I could take a cheap diamond art and a book! Plus my phone. That’ll get me through!

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@Captain24 hopefully it helps to have something to eat.

Oohhh that sounds like a good idea, will definitely help to have things to do.

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It helped! And there is no dishes… @MissGremlin

Now I get to do more diamond art! Another hour and then it’s dinner time for the dogs. At this stage I’m not feeling tired so that’s good.

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@Captain24 yay, I'm so glad it helped and what a bonus to no dishes. Neither of us had them tonight, well I had a few still but not the normal amount.

I've just sat in bed with my diamond art. It's good that you're not feeling tired. I put a few of the dots on my forehead to get used to them, need to do this process slowly otherwise I'm not going to cope with it.

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That’s a good idea. Gradually get use to them. @MissGremlin slowly and step by step.

I’ve just fed the dogs and now I’m a bit tired but I’m going to finish this colour first and there is a lot of them!

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@Captain24 definitely slowly and step by step. There's 10 dots that i have to put on to connect to wires.

That sounds like a good plan, we can sit and do some together for a bit ☺️

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