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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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Sorry o was watching tv and doing the dogs @MissGremlin

I can understand that but also we were really quick at it. It would have been hard for anyone to see. Only ever share what you are comfortable with and if you do want to make sure we are on at exactly the same time like earlier.

I didn’t know that you could order dots. That’s pretty cool.

Jetts ok now. I think it was the music and that with everything open it was cool in here and he doesn’t cope with the cold. Once the music stopped and it started to warm up he was off playing and doing his own thing. He hasn’t asked for cuddles since.

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@Captain24 that's ok sweet, that means it's bedtime for you now. Hoping you can get a good night's sleep tonight.

Yes we were. I'm glad you do know though as it probably explains alot.

I've never done it before but it would be a shame to use the crappy colours it's come with as it's such a beautiful picture.

I'm glad that he's been ok since, they really are such funny characters and have really unique personalities.

I'm so glad to be in bed, I'm really tired so I'm hoping I can sleep tonight.

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I was going to try and stay up but I just can’t do it. @MissGremlin

If does help with understanding cryptic comments and little details. Plus it explains your situation.

He is very timid really. He barks at everything that moves and anything when going on walks. But generally he is a very gentle soul. I’ll leave the music off for a while or turn it down and see how he goes.

I hope you can just roll over and get some sleep.

Thinking of you

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@Captain24 you stayed up late last night with me so you definitely deserve to go to bed tonight.

Thankyou for today sweet, for everything. Night night sweetheart, lots of love and hugs to you ❤️.

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Morning @Nala2022 sweet, it's been a really rough time here. Over the last week I'd managed maybe 10 hours of sleep if that, it's been really scary. Last night I managed to get 5 hours but I kept waking up so it still hasn't been quality sleep and I'm feeling very shaky at the moment.

I'm about to make myself a cuppa and feed Casper.

How are you doing sweet?

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I’m really sorry you’ve hardly been sleeping @MissGremlin, that sounds incredibly tough ☹️

You must be feeling so sleep deprived after such a rough week. I’m glad you managed to get a few hours last night, even if it wasn’t the best quality sleep

Hopefully your cuppa and some time with Casper can give you a little bit of comfort this morning

I’m doing okay lovely. I’ve just made myself a cuppa and some breakfast too. I’m feeling pretty tired myself this morning, and it’s so cold! At least the sun has finally come out though, which is nice

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@Nala2022 it's been really tough. I've been hallucinating from the lack of sleep and feeling like I'm not real, like everything is in slow motion. I'm feeling very emotional at the moment so maybe it's a day to be really gentle with myself.

We can sit and have a cuppa together ☺️.

Sorry to hear that you're tired today sweet, the cold wouldn't help either. Glad the sunshine has come out though, hopefully it sticks around. Hope you can have a gentle and relaxing day ❤️.

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I can imagine how scary and unsettling that must be @MissGremlin ☹️

I think you’re right that today is a day to be really gentle with yourself. I know that isn’t always easy for you, but even recognising that you need to try is something

Yes, we absolutely can sit and have a cuppa together ☺️ I’ve made myself an iced latte this morning, what’s your go-to coffee order?

Aw thank you lovely 🥰 I do love having the sunshine out, although it is currently highlighting ALL the dust in my house 😂 I’m forever dusting and I absolutely hate it haha. I hope you’re able to have that well-deserved gentle and relaxing day too 💛

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@Nala2022 it's really not easy. Don't know why I feel the need to punish myself for not getting enough sleep when I do everything I can to try to get sleep. Silly brain that turns everything against myself even if it's out of my control.

An iced latte sounds lovely. I had a French Vanilla latte and then usually have a cookie dough flavoured iced coffee around lunch time ☺️.

Haha that's why I don't open my curtains 😂. Dusting sucks so much though, it's a never ending job!

Thankyou sweet ❤️.

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