I can’t cope

I’m glad you are still connecting. @MissGremlin

That's ok. You have someone there so that makes it harder. Is it working for you better that way?

I don’t need to know. I just know it’s a lot of dots to look through!!!

When do you have to go out?

I’m going to go and have a nap. I’m really tired. @MissGremlin. I don’t think it’ll be for long but I just need to lay down for a bit. I’m really sorry.

@Captain24 having him there the whole day has been hard, especially cos I just wanted to rest. My car is still no better, I just want a reliable car 😞.

It's working ok, I'm not really fussed how I do it, but the other way i was getting fluff/hair on the picture cos I was leaning across it.

I've already arrived at my first destination. I'm really fighting back tears, the lack of sleep and everything else has caught up to me (I'm safe).

@Captain24 sleep well sweetheart ❤️. Hopefully you can get enough rest for both of us.

I guess that was a quick nap! 😜 @MissGremlin

I hope your Shepard pie was really good. Causing my guessing dinner and everything is done now! I hope all is good now and no one is around.

@Captain24 yay, you're back from your nap. How are you feeling sweet?

I'm waiting for the cheese to melt on my Sheppard's pie so I can have dinner, I've already had some for lunch though and it was yummy. Just the usual people around.

I was so cosy and could have stayed there. The only reason I woke up is that I needed to go to the toilet. Nearly 3 hours is a long time! @MissGremlin I got up and the front door was still wide open, the screen door was locked! All the builds were still open and it was freezing in here!

Im just about to put the pot on to cook my pasta, I’m not really hungry though. I hope the cheese melts quickly!

@Captain24 just think you'll be back in your nice cosy bed soon. Hope you've shut everything now to keep the house warm.

Even if you only manage to eat a little bit sweet then that's ok. My shepherds pie is ready 😋.

I will be @MissGremlin maybe it’ll make it easier to stay up with you for a bit tonight?

You start to question everything. Am I happy because I’m slightly manic or is the just how people feel? I can’t be manic as I sleep to much? Or is that because of my sleeping issue? Am I sleeping to much because of whatever is in my bloods and the sleep apnea? Was today just because it was sleeping weather? Am I sleeping a lot because I’m generally tired? Is it a warning sign I’m suppose to be looking for?

This is what is going through my head!

I hope you enjoy it! The water hasn’t even boiled yet!

@Captain24 maybe it will but even if you can't stay up, i completely understand.

Oh I totally understand this! The way we overthink everything, we need answers, we need to know exactly what's going on. From my experience since I've been chatting to you, you're always tired for the first couple of days after coming off work and this morning you were also up earlier than usual plus the gloomy weather makes for a good nap. So maybe today is a combination of things but I don't think it's anything bad.

Waiting for water to boil takes forever!